Über - B*tch

About to complain about my stepmother again. 

So I need to wash my hair. I was going to do it earlier but she put my little sisters and brother in there and it always takes a while. 

So afterward I was about to get in but no. She tells my brother that we need to go clean up the kitchen. 

I wasn't here last night so there are about two days worth of stuff. Because apparently my brother doesn't know how to load the dishwasher up by himself. He needs my help. 

So anyways I have been feeling kind of off. I have been really hot and my head hurts kind of. But when I got up I felt nauseated. But I go in the kitchen anyways. Despite the fact that I have to wash my hair and twist it up so I can at least attempt to flat iron it tomorrow. 

Just washing an twisting it will take two hours or something. And I'm tired and not feeling good. 

But still go in the kitchen. And started doing the dishes. I had the dishwasher filled and was rinsing the dishes before I wash them when I felt this really bad urge to throw up. 

I turn the water off and rest my head on the edge of the sink. My brother who is standing right next to me watches me do all of this and didn't say a single thing.

He actually went to the refrigerator, got out a cup, and got some water. And drank it. 

So I went and sat in the bathroom. 

And my stepmother walks by two times and doesn't say anything. 

Then she has to come in the bathroom to get something and she sees me. 

She goes, "****** what's wrong with you?"

I said, "I feel like throwing up."

She goes, "What."

I say again, " I feel like throwing up."

She looks at me then walks out the bathroom into her room. 

So then she walks by a couple of times and them going back towards the kitchen she yells, "Hurry up, ******!"

She freaking tells me to hurry up. 

I hate being told to hurry up anyways but how the hell am I supposed to hurry up and throw up? 

When she walks back to her room, "Get up." 

She tells me to get up. 

I don't 

In my head all I am thinking is And you call yourself a mother. 

I'm sitting on the bathroom floor saying I don't feel good and I am about to throw up and you tell me to hurry up and get up. 

Are you serious?

So then she tells my brother to stop and go back in his room. So I'm currently still sitting on the bathroom floor. And she is watching YouTube videos on the computer and the volume is up really loud.

Doesn't even give a shit about me. 

I vow never to be like her. 

In front of all the viewers, Kat, and God I vow not to be like my stepmother. 

I can't wait for summertime so I can get the f**k out of here. 

MusicalLover