i pushed JB so hard that she fell. it wasnt on purpose. well i pushed her on purpose but i didnt know shed fall. she hurt her wrist. or i hurt her wrist i guess. and ML asked her if she was okay. she is okay. but she guilt tripped me for the rest of the day. that made me want to push her again. i said i was sorry. and ML got mad at me well truth is right after i pushed JB i was going to push ML. not hard enough to make them fall. but hard enough that i can get some anger out. i got the anger out by pushing JB then it all came back when ML said she was gonna throw these little bits of paper all over my locker which was why i started pushing people in the first place. i didnt even realize i had this much anger until i pushed her. and now im at home. and it was raining all day. and im supposed to be the mentally stable one its not like ive gone thru anything too serious except my parents divorce but im very angry except not anymore cause i cut my ankle. that was on purpose. and kind of an accident. i really wasnt thinking by hey now the angers gone.
yay.
KatCentral
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