Update

So I have this list of like 80-100 songs that I want and I started downloading those songs the other day. 

I got like 24.

Yeah so anyways I have like fell in love with me. 

So one of them is Loca by Shakira. So I think I figured out the secret to learning Spanish. It's all about sounds. There is this part in the song where she switches from Spanish to English and I can do it perfectly. And all I did was listen to the song. Yep, b*tches I'm that smart. 

Anyways check out the Monique Abbadie version of that song. It's awesome. And watch the video of her Blind Audition on The Voice if you want to see Shakira's face. 

So next I got Put Your Records On by Corraine Bailey Rae. I loved this son when it first came out and forgot all about it. Then they sung it on The Voice and I was like OMG!!!! Anyways I love Caroline Glaser's version. It awesome. I think she did it way better than the other girl who sang it with her. Caroline's voice was so unique and different and I don't think the coaches that had her knew what to do it with it. Blake had her first and he wanted country country country and she wasn't. She sang sang those weird pop songs like The A Team and stuff. And then Adam got her and he wanted big powerhouse singers and she was very mellow and calm. When they preformed together she was trying to keep up with them and she shouldn't have done that. Her voice was amazing as it is. I would have bought her albums. She should have stayed on a little longer. She really was awesome. 

And now I am on to country. I got Blake Shelton's new song Boys 'Round Here. I love this song. Rappers have got to give him credit. This song was bada**. It's was awesome and hilarious. 

Now to Demi. I am a Lovatiac. I love Demi Lovato but her new album disappointed me. Her voice has grown over the years but I felt like there was no feeling or emotion in some of them. But I loved Nightingale and Warrior. Those were two amazing songs full of emotion. So I got a couple songs off her album. 

And sorry but this post has to he about more than just songs. I need to add some stuff bout life. 

So this week is exams. I'm doing pretty well so far. I got a B on my science exam that I freaked out about. And then A's. just two more and then it's all done. Our last day is tomorrow. (YAH!)

So JB's bday was today and I gave her her present and stuff. We are going out to eat on Friday. So Kat was trying to plan all this out and yeah. I was sendin messages for them back and forth while trying to study for my Algebra 2 test. (Super hard!!!) And she had this big elaborate plan for us to go to dinner and then go get some yogurt. 

But the thing is I am picking her up on Friday so really it's all up to my parentals. And so she was like I have it all set, but she really didn't. I was about to snap on her but I politely reminded her that my parentals were her ride. 

And my mother is coming on Saturday to come get me for my summer vacation up there with her and I have to pack and clean before Saturday so I really just need to get stuff done. 

Anyways the other day I was watching the Pretty Little Liars special where they go back over the secrets and stuff. Anyways I was at my grandparents house and they came in the room and it was showing the sence where Hanna had to jump in the shower with Caleb so that her mother wouldn't know he was there. And this other one where they were kissing. 

And my grandfather was like you don't need to be watching that with them kissing. And so I changed the channel but they didn't drop the subject. So yeah. Long story short I was asked if someone kissed m (which I had to lie about) and told not to be thinking bout that and stuff. 

It was weird. 

I made cake yesterday. It was chocolate. And yummy. 

And me and KS are going back along to the friendship we had. We won't ever be like that again but we will be different and hopefully better. 

So enough about my life. Lets look at some lyrics: 

You with the sad eyes

Don't be discouraged

Oh I realize

It's hard to take courage

In a world full of people

You can lose sight of it all

And the darkness inside you

Can make you feel so small

But I see your true colors

Shining through

I see your true colors

And that's why I love you

So don't be afraid to let them show

Your true colors

True colors are beautiful,

Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,

Don't be unhappy, can't remember

When I last saw you laughing

If this world makes you crazy

And you've taken all you can bear

You call me up

Because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors

Shining through

I see your true colors

And that's why I love you

So don't be afraid to let them show

Your true colors

True colors are beautiful,

Like a rainbow 

"True Colors" - Michelle Chamuel

I can't sleep tonight

Wide awake and so confused

Everything's in line 

But I am bruised

I need a voice to echo

I need a light to take me home

I kinda need a hero

Is it you?

I never see the forest for the trees

I could really use your melody

Baby I'm a little blind

I think it's time for you to find me

Can you be my nightingale?

Sing to me 

I know you're there

You could be my sanity 

Bring me peace

Sing me to sleep

Say you'll be my nightingale

Somebody speak to me

Cause I'm feeling like hell

Need you to answer me

I'm overwhelmed

I need a voice to echo

I need a light to take me home

I need a star to follow

I don't know

I never see the forest for the trees

I could really use your melody

Baby I'm a little blind

I think it's time for you to find me

Can you be my nightingale?

Sing to me 

I know you're there

You could be my sanity 

Bring me peace

Sing me to sleep

Say you'll be my nightingale

I don't know what I'd do without you

Your words are like a whisper come through

As long as you are with me here tonight

I'm good

Can you be my nightingale?

Still so close 

I know you're there

Oh, nightingale

You sing to me 

I know you're there

'Cause baby you're my sanity

You bring me peace

Sing me to sleep

Say you'll be my nightingale

"Nightingale" - Demi Lovato

This is a story that I have never told

I gotta get this off my chest to let it go

I need to take back the light inside you stole

You're a criminal

And you steal like you're a pro

All the pain and the truth

I wear like a battle wound

So ashamed, so confused

I was broken and bruised

Now I'm a warrior

Now I've got thicker skin

I'm a warrior

I'm stronger than I've ever been

And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in

I'm a warrior

And you can never hurt me again

Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire

You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar

I've got shame, I've got scars

That I will never show

I'm a survivor

In more ways than you know

Cause all the pain and the truth

I wear like a battle wound

So ashamed, so confused

I'm not broken or bruised

'Cause now I'm a warrior

Now I've got thicker skin

I'm a warrior

I'm stronger than I've ever been

And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in

I'm a warrior

And you can never hurt me

There's a part of me I can't get back

A little girl grew up too fast

All it took was once, I'll never be the same

Now I'm taking back my life today

Nothing left that you can say

Cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway

Now I'm a warrior

I've got thicker skin

I'm a warrior

I'm stronger than I've ever been

And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in

I'm a warrior

And you can never hurt me again

No oh, yeah, yeah

You can never hurt me again

"Warrior" - Demi Lovato

Yea the boys 'round here

Drinking that ice cold beer

Talkin' 'bout girls, talkin' 'bout trucks

Runnin' them red dirt roads out, kicking up dust

The boys 'round here

Sending up a prayer to the man upstairs

Backwoods legit, don't take no sh*t

Chew tobacco, chew tobacco, chew tobacco, spit

Aw heck

Red red red red red red redneck

Well the boys 'round here, they're keeping it country

Ain't a damn one know how to do the dougie

(You don't do the dougie?) No, not in Kentucky

But these girls 'round here yep, they still love me

Yea, the girls 'round here, they all deserve a whistle

Shakin' that sugar, sweet as Dixie crystal

They like that y'all and southern drawl

And just can't help it cause they just keep fallin'

"Boys 'Round Here" - Blake Shelton

Cut me loose, my parachute won’t let me fly 

I’ll survive cuz we got love 

Summer days will fade away and pass us by 

But we’ll survive cuz we got love 

Think of what we had, we got love 

And it’s all we had, we got love 

Think of what we had, we got love 

"Parachute" - Matthew Koma

I'm a badass jumping off of a moving train

"Fire Starter" - Demi Lovato 

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