Yes, No, Maybe?

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart. The very next day, you gave it away. This year, to save me from tears, Ill give it to someone special.
Once bitten and twice shy. I keep my distance but you still catch my eye. Tell me, baby do you recognize me? Well, its been a year, that doesn't surprise me.
Merry Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it. With a note saying "I love you" I meant it. Now you know what a fool I've been. But if you kissed me I know you'd fool me again.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart. The very next day, you gave it away. This year, to save me from tears, Ill give it to someone special.

Okay so firstly, I had no idea Taylor Swift sang this. I just read it somewhere and I remembered I like this first part^^ The rest of it was good and whatever but I like that first part.

Okay guys, you ready? So I really have a lot of assignments to finish. I have a menu for Digital Layout, about 5 open responses for Biology(due next block) and about 10 Algebra 2 questions(last block) So I guess we'll see how that turns out.
OH yeah, ML and I are doing this thing, write a full novel in November since November is write-a-novel month. It's pretty cool actually. It starts November 1st at midnight and then on November 25 you have to turn in the final copy which should be at least 50,000 words. Cool beans right? I have a lot of my plot thought out already. I hope I can just put in on paper without it sounding stupid.
Its about this girl, named Jaqueline a.k.a Jac and she's kind of like the force of Death. It's her job to guide people to the Underworld and stuff. But theres this prophecy, that there is a monster that is going to destroy the mortal world. Now, all the immortal beings like Life (Death's brother), the Seasons(Winter, Summer, Autumn and Spring) and the Forces of Nature (Tsunami, Tornado etc.) all of them don't care. Because it doesn't effect them. But Death(Jac) cares. So the prophecy says that she will live in the mortal realm for a year, and find two people, both with green eyes, one that she immediately likes, and one that she immediately hates, and one of them will become the new Death(to become Death, the current Death has to kiss you. And when they do, the old Death will become ashes and the new Death will take on the responsibilities of the old Death). So she finds the people. One of them is named Cole and the other one is named Josh. She hated Cole but likes Josh. So she takes them to the immortal realm to test them on their skills and empathy and stuff to figure out who will make the best Death.
And then there's like a plot twist I kind of have and kind of haven't figured out yet but I'm working on it. But that's the plot, and I'm thinking of the prologue, which i guess is going to be the legend of how Death and Life came to exist in the first place. I think it'll be epic.

KatCentral

From the words of Ryan Higa

In horror movies
If there are signs telling you to GET THE FUCK OUT, GTFO
For example,
If you walk into a room and there is one single light source hanging from a ceiling, you should probably GTFO
If you walk into a room and any of the light sources are flickering, you should probably
GTFO
If you buy a new house for a really good deal and all the other neighbors are scared of you, you should probably
GTFO
If you see someone in the reflection of a mirror who isn't supposed to be there
GTFO
If you hear the previous owner was murdered in your house
If you ever see anyone in your house that's not supposed to be there
If you have a kid that knows how to astroproject
If you have no cell phone service
If its always storming
If there's a sign that says Beware
If there's a sign that says Keep Out
And if there is literally a sign that says GTFO....get it because I would really like to have that sign that's really cool

KatCentral

Hola

So I am seriously procrastinating doing my hair, doing my homework, and taking a shower. (The shower thing has to get done tonight so don't even worry. And plus I still have plenty of time.) 

I can't concentrate on my homework. I got these new earbuds that like block out  sound outside of them. I usually listen to music when I do my homework but oh my gosh its so hard. And I just downloaded some new music so that makes it ever so much harder. 

I really need to do something to my hair. I like combed and brushed it earlier and stuff so now it's just this really puffy blow out looking mess that I threw into a ponytail. The good thing is that I at least have an idea of what I want to do to it. 

This weekend I really didn't have a lot to do. I didn't have a meeting for anything or any volunteer things to do. KS completely ignored me for the most part. It was weird because I usually have something lined up for every weekend. KS really pissed me off because she has been bugging me for weeks to come over and I couldn't because I had volunteer things to do and meetings to go to. But the weekend I have nothing to do she ignores me. And after this weekend I am going to have a crapload of stuff to do so too bad for her. 

I did however go to Barnes & Nobles and get three new books and a Harry Potter bookmark. My mom also sent me a book so I'm really happy and I have a lot of stuff to read. 

I typed this earlier and then had a lot of stuff to do so I did it and now I'm laying in bed finishing it. So yeah. 

I'm about to go. Just want to let you know that my two new addictions are Old School Love by Lupe Fiasco ft. Ed Sheeran. Ed Sheeran's voice is so amazing. It's so calming and just sweet. My other addiction is From Finner by Of Monsters And Men. They have been on my look up list (a list of songs and artist who I should look up and listen to) for a long time and I just got around to doing it and I'm really upset because they are awesome. I love how simple their songs are with this really deep hidden meaning . Well sometimes they aren't hidden people just don't pay attention. Anyways From Finner is so... Just awesome. 

Give me your old school love right now

You know that only you and me alone...

As long as I'm here

As long as you love me

Give me that old school love right now

As long as I'm here

As long as you love me

Give me that old school love right now

Give me that late 80s early 90s old school

Feeling like my second album, so cool

Chiraq summer looking so cruel

Look shorty in the eye, told me it was no rules

Went to speak but was like never mind

Let my mind just sneak back to a better time

When I was his age and if he's ever mine

Thinking he would only think back to this and never find

Better times to think back to when it comes

And he's older in the presence of somebody young

Telling him the same things that he told me

And he reacts the same way as that OG

But it's old school, it's like '03

And this old man is my old me

Takes a long time to happen so fast

To realize that your future is somebody else's past

Wassup...

As long as I'm here

As long as you love me

Give me that old school love right now

As long as I'm here

As long as you love me

Give me that old school love right now

Analog black vinyl spinning sounding so good

Top down, can't be a classic if it's no wood

If you don't know what, then you new school

Floor model is the foundation for your YouTubes

Model flows off of Fat Boys and Juice Crews

Melli Mel's, Ice-T's, and the 2 Cools

Add a Moe Dee and a Double L

Had to walk cause it's hard to run in those unbuckled shells

One microphone and a couple 12s

Six drum sounds and a couple bells

Is all you had to make a couple rails

And that's a trap, and if you want it (eeeeeeeh)

You have to make it like that

Now what's one turtle to a couple snails?

Takes a long time to happen so fast

And realize your future is somebody else's past

Wassup...

As long as I'm here

As long as you love me

Give me that old school love right now

As long as I'm here

As long as you love me

Give me that old school love right now

Chiraq summer looking so cruel

How can I reel-to-reel when there's Pro Tool?

I can't dig it at all because there's no tube

Fire when you speak but ain't no warmth in your vocals

Might have been a better rhyme then just never mind

If it's better with time then think in line

That you're going to be your nicest 'round your midlife crisis

If you're life like Christ live your midlife like it's... Christ-like

Now I ain't psychic

I know it's all a cycle and everybody bike it

And France is enormous you're Lance with endorsements

But you might need a hand to enhance your performance

Consider this a kilogram of encouragement

Teach you how to sneak it past the enforcement

And when you get it through in a manner so cool

Remember to give a little nod to the old school

Wassup...

Give me your old school love right now

I'm leaving it all up to you darling, giving you everything you want

And give me that old school love right now

You know that only you and me alone...

As long as I'm here

As long as you love me

Give me that old school love right now

As long as I'm here

As long as you love me

Give me that old school love right now

"Old School Love" - Lupe Fiasco ft. Ed Sheeran

We came here on his back

And we caught your eye.

The salty ocean wind

Made the seagulls cry.

The rocking of his house

Had me holding on

But I knew that I was safe

From there on out.

And the waves that hit his face

Marked the past

And the furrows on his skin,

Oh, how time goes fast.

And we are far, far from home but we're so happy.

Far from home, all alone, but we're so happy.

La la la la la la la la la la

La la la la la la la la la la

After every sunny day

Came a stormy night,

That's when Finner would say,

“Keep your heads held high”.

And we are far, far from home but we're so happy.

Far from home, all alone but we're so happy.

La la la la la la la la la la

La la la la la la la la la la

And we are far, far from home but we're so happy.

Far from home, all alone, but we're so happy

Hey, hey

Hey, hey

Hey, hey

Hey, hey

Hey, hey

Hey, hey

Hey, hey

Hey, hey

Hey, hey

Hey, hey

Hey, hey

Hey, hey

"From Finner" - Of Monsters and Men

MusicalLover

Having a best friend is difficult

I was just thinking of how I watched Monsters Inc either this morning or last night, and its my favorite movie. But the part I like the best is at the end when they start singing

If I were a rich man, with a million or two
Id live in a penthouse, in a room with a view
And If I were handsome, NO WAY, It could happen,
Cause dreams do come true, I wouldn't have nothing if i didn't have you

Which is basically why I'm so scared. What if I make it. What if my dream becomes reality and I'm offered a part of a movie or a TV show and I have to leave ML? What if I couldn't do it? Because I'd have to leave ML behind???? Abandon my DREAM? Or what if I had to leave her behind for some other reason? What if I get to go to some elite boarding school in Pennsylvania like my cousins? Or a school in ENGLAND. How cool would that be? Let me tell you, so NOT COOL cause ML wouldn't be there and I'd be crying. I mean, I'd find a new friend probs but it wouldn't be the same!
 Guys, I do not do well on my own. My entire life I've had my bro right next to me. For a few years if I was alone by myself in a room, I would legitly freak out. And now if I'm in room with too many people, I freak out. Social anxiety. But that's a whole different thing. Now my bro is growing up and is going to leave me and ML has been that other person in a room with me cause lets face it being alone is crap. Unless you like being alone. If you have music, I get if you like being alone to listen to it but OTHERWISE its freaky.

And plus my mom is starting to date this guy. I'm not even going to get into that. I don't know him so I don't really care

KatCentrak

Dirty Paws

Jumping up and down the floor,

My head is an animal.

And once there was an animal,

It had a son that mowed the lawn.

The son was an ok guy,

They had a pet dragonfly.

The dragonfly it ran away,

But it came back with a story to say.

Her dirty paws and furry coat,

She ran down the forest slope.

The forest of talking trees,

They used to sing about the birds and the bees.

The bees had declared a war,

The sky wasn't big enough for them all.

The birds, they got help from below,

From dirty paws and the creatures of snow.

And for a while things were cold,

They were scared down in their holes.

The forest that once was green

Was colored black by those killing machines.

But she and her furry friends

Took down the queen bee and her men.

And that's how the story goes,

The story of the beast with those four dirty paws.

"Dirty Paws" - Of Monsters and Men

Pretty Little Liars & Ravenswood

Okay so the Pretty Little Liars Halloween special was today and Ravenswood premiered today on ABC Family. Okay... I just don't even know. First lets talk about PLL aka Pretty Little Liars. I suggest if you want to watch and you haven't yet that you just stop reading. 

Pretty Little Liars: I have been waiting for this since the season finale. I mean they can't just say Ezra is A have a nice couple of weeks. I do not believe that Ezra is A. Seriously. Anyways so we start off with them in Ravenswood. Their dresses were really pretty. I liked Aria's the best but I love Aria so yeah. And they show Ezra in the old school gas mask and stuff. They girls kept getting split up, I mean really. And they kept switching to Caleb and Miranda, which pissed me off because I only had an hour with my liars and I wanted my hour. Whatever. So they go into this tomb and then it locks behind them. Ravenswood is creepy. I mean Aria was holding Hanna's hand and the next thing we know its a statue and Hanna is somewhere else. Who locked Hanna in the phone booth???? Really? And then Ezra just so happened to show up when they didn't have a ride. The people were really trying to point all fingers at Ezra. Mrs. Grindawald would have said something. I mean she said something about Spencer being touched by the person Alison is afraid of most, why not Aria. We all know Aria and Ezra have been touching. I also want to know why Ezra is all of a sudden back in Aria's life, not that I'm upset but still. What happened to Jake, I hated him but you just drop him like that. And finally we see Alison alive. In the flesh. And then she disappears, when Ezra comes. Yeah they set it up perfect alright for Ezra to be of blame. If Ezra is really A then I will just die a horrible death. Just die. So yeah the show was good. I mean it was so creepy and when Aria and Emily almost got their heads cut off by that glass I was like OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD  ALDKDISKFIAKEOFIANDODOSKSWTFOAKDJSOD. I was dying inside. And then the liars leave and it's time for Ravenswood. I don't know how I will be able to wait. Uggggggggggghhhhhhhhh

Ravenswood: Oh my gosh. The beginning was so boring me because I was pissed at the ending of PLL. So we meet her uncle who is cute in a weird, creepy kind of way. Someone please tell me that I am not the only one who notices how dark Ravenswood is. You can physically see the change between Rosewood and Ravenswood. So we are here to figure out the gravestones which to me are like an omen or something. A sign. Then we meet Remy who's hair is awesome. Like legit awesome. And then other two kids who's names I didn't pay attention to are wiping Black Widow off a headstone which is like woah. And then all of a sudden things get real weird. Oh my gosh did you see what touched Miranda?????? Dude, her mom wanted to brush her hair, if that was her mom. I am like super happy that it was Remy's mom was the one who went to Afghanistan and not her father. That was really cool. And who the fuck tried to kill Caleb???? Oh my gosh what and why. But I love when he was like I'm more of a shower guy and Ms. G said "Well we have a tub." Ahhhh love it. I was laughing so hard. But then a shadows is standing over him trying to drown him. Yeah and then the parade. That girls best friends am her boyfriend are so going to cheat together. It's just a given. Her dress was ugly. I would have worn like black or something so when he dumped the paint on her I would have been like thanks makes it unique. But they figure out the secret. Every time a hero comes home 5 kids die. It's like The Women In Black kind of. You know every time someone sees her a child dies. So then they all get in the car together which I knew was going to end in tragedy so I was already covering my mouth with wide eyes. And then The One That Got Away by The Civil Wats started playing and I almost had a serious heart attack and died. I love that song. And then the fucking lady in the middle of the street. So the cars ends up in the river. But the lady turns around and scares the crap out of my. And you hears the muffled sounds of The One That Hot Away and I like had tears. The shit they did in this show belongs in a horror film. I was like legit scared. Can't wait until next week so ready. Maybe this can hold me until PLL comes back. 

Okay so that's it and I have to go wash dishes now. Even though my brother is not a helpless dumbass but whatever. See you chicks later!!!!

Lots of photos at the bottom!

I never meant to get us in this deep

I never meant for this to mean a thing

Oh, I wish you were the one

Wish you were the one that got away

I got caught up by the chase

And you got high on every little game

I wish you were the one

Wish you were the one that got away

Oh, if I could go back in time

When you only held me in my mind

Just a longing gone without a trace

Oh, I wish I'd never ever seen your face

I wish you were the one

Wish you were the one that got away

I miss the way you wanted me

When I was staying just out of your reach

Begging for the slightest touch

Ooh, you couldn't get enough, mmm

Oh, if I could go back in time

When you only held me in my mind

Just a longing gone without a trace

Oh, I wish I'd never ever seen your face

I wish you were the one

Wish you were the one that got away

Got away from me

Got away from me

Before anybody has to bleed

Oh, if I could go back in time

When you only held me in my mind

Just a longing gone without a trace

Oh, I wish I'd never ever seen your face

I wish you were the one

I wish you were the one

Oh, I wish you were the one

I wish you were the one that got away

"The One That Got Away" - The Civil Wars (Love this song!!)

MusicalLover

My Childhood

So Kat wrote me a not telling me about her childhood and stuff so I thought I would do it to. I wrote this all out and stuff so yeah...

So maybe I am a bad person. My moral compass is a little screwed. I could blame it on my childhood since it was kind of screwy. My father used to date this women that stole everything she had ever gave me. The gifts were awesome though. I got all the Barbie's and Bratz's I wanted. My mother used to date a man who abused us and made me hate Barbie's by having them locked in the vents and recording his voice so it made it seem like the Barbie's were saying "help me Aleysa." Yeah I still remember that. I also remember my mom crying in the school hallway. Then I was taken out of class , the very day we were going to finish this story. I still don't know how the book ended. I don't even remember the book. I was taken to a hospital by my aunt and uncle because my brother had been burned. I remember hearing the screams the night before and not being able to do anything because I was locked in my room in the dark with nothing but a bag of organes thrown at me. I remember being afraid of the dark and to this day it still creeps me out a little. My mother was sentenced to a year in jail and she was to have no contact with me or any minor for two years. She was to never have me live with her again. Child abuse charges are a bitch. My brother stayed with my aunt so he could finish therapy and I was sent to live with my father who didnt have a job or a place to live. We stayed with my grandparents and my aunt who to this day still lives with her. Remember that house your father and stepmother picked me up at, yeah my grandparents used to live there before we movied. It looked much different then.When my brother came to live with us my father had to find a place to live and a job. He was already dating my stepmother so they movied in together. Every summer I would up North and visit my family and my little brother who has a result of my mother and our abuser, but I love him. My social worker was always excited to see me.

Most of my childhood is a blue. I remember certain events. Times that were either happy or sad. I wasn't one of those kid who went to DisneyWorld or Land. We didn't have family picnics in the park. We more or less just got by. I have never had a lot of money and most of the things I own were either very very very on sale or hand-me-downs. But I was okay.

My life now is pretty good. I don't really mind not having a phone because I remember a time when I didn't have a home. It is when I see my father wasting money on things he wants when he could be getting the things we need. I think he forgot he used to live in his car.

The choices I make and the life I live are not products of my childhood. They are products of what I ahve learned over the years. So many people have came and went through my life, either causing chaos or placing that real smile on my face. Everyone always says that I smile a lot, most of the time those smiles are fake. The people that smile the most are the ones that hurt the most.






Whether it's the sunshine
Whether it's the rain
Doesn't make a difference
Till you complain
Whether it's the water comin' in from the roof
Does it piss you off
That you're not waterproof?

Whether you fall
Means nothing at all
It's whether you get up
It's whether you get up

And you hate the silence
As it fills up the room
And there's not much to say
To your blushing groom
Maybe all eyes are on you
As you finish the race
And the world sees you struggling
For last place

Whether you fall
Means nothing at all
It's whether you get up
It's whether you get up

Whether you fall
Means nothing at all
Whether you get up
Whether you get up

"Whether You Fall" - Tracy Bonham

I think it applies in this situation, so yeah.





MusicalLover

Going off

I'M 15!!!! And me and Kat didn't go see the movie together because my aunt is completely insane and just really forgetful and she has four kids and yeah. But don't worry we shall be together again. My life has been kind of hectic but I will sort it all out. 

So anyways I'm reading this story and its really pissing me off. It's one of those the girl secretly likes her best friend thing. So anyways they are all grown up now, like in there late 20s and she still hasn't told him. She's been with him since kindergarten and broke off and engagement because her fiancé wasn't him. 

And everybody wants to get mad at him. It's online so there are comments and everyone is calling the man stupid and stuff and just hating on him. It's really not fair because its not like he knew any of this. They all want to get mad at him because he didn't know how she felt. He's the jerk. No he was living his life. That girl was his friend and he didn't see her as anything else so y'all can calm y'all asses down. 

Next time how about the girl mans the fuck up and says what she has to say and if he doesn't feel that way then bitch move the fuck on.

I'm sorry to be so cruel but I just read 15 chapters of pure hatred of that boy and he doesn't even know what he is doing wrong. Men can not real our minds, we have to talk to them. 

I'm just annoyed because people really do this and they never want to talk the blame. It is not the other persons fault they can't see the "love" in your eyes. They don't think about you the way you think about them so chill the fuck out and either tell them how you feel or move on.

Moving on... 

My new addiction is Dark Horse by Katy Perry ft. Juicy J. The beat is badass. I mean its just awesome. 

Well that's that. 

MusicalLover

RANDOM FRIENDSHIP QUOTES

So its ML's B-day. HAPPY B-DAY DORKFACE I LOVE YOU Okay guys I feel bad I can't see her today. But I saw her yesterday and I'll see her tomorrow. But guys... we are going to see Carrie. That horror movie? I'm so scared. I don't DO horror movies. I'm silently freaking out. But I want to, you know?

"Friends are hard to find. In a lifetime you only get a few. And when you find them, you always know them by sight and heart alone, you always grow a little bit taller in your soul, and you know you have been blessed just to know them"

And we went to the state fair yesterday. It was weird cause we realized when we're together we either look like sisters or a lesbian couple. There are two types of people. But we're just friends. OH I made ML go on a roller coaster. She got scared. It was funny.

"Friendship is not about finding similarities, its about respecting differences. You are not my friend because you are like me but because I like and respect you the way you are."

And at the fair, i thought it was really funny when my friend Greyson, who is kind of annoying, like, a lot of the time, said we were boring. But the funny thing was, ML and I were having fun. We were both tired, so our faces didn't show it, but I knew we were having fun. I don't have to say something every five damn seconds to entertain ML. Greyson, he wants me to be this person. When you first meet me, yeah, I'll be super shy for a sec then I'll be outgoing and we'll have fun. Greyson wants to be my best friend but I'm just like, sorry, if you can't hang with me in complete silence and be happy with me in no sound, we can't be friends. I'm so thankful ML is that friend with me. When we hang, we can either talk a mile a minute or say nothing at all and still be happy.

"A best friend is just one soul trapped in two bodies."

Dear Best Friend,

You're stupid. You fail. You're weird. You're not perfect. But that's okay. I'm like that too. We laugh at the randomest things. You know my ugliest side. We disagree, and we fight. But when I'm sad, you're always there to make sure I'm okay. Thanks for being there for me. I LOVE YOU.

KatCentral

I AM INFINITE

Okay so I just finished watching The Perks of Being a Wallflower. So Emma Watson is in it, and that automatically makes it awesome. But seriously, besides that its an awesome storyline. It kind of reminds me of the movie, It's Kind of a Funny Story. It reminds me of that a little bit. But it was beautiful. Some of the plot twists were obvious but some of them weren't and even the obvious ones were surprising in a weird way and totally PERFECT. I might just be speaking as a thespian, but it was beautiful. If you've watched it, I love you. If not, watch it right now before I kill you. It. is. Amazing! And you will only get the title of this post if you watch it. I want to tell you every freaking thing about the movie but I hate spoilers....
As opposed to the new Power Rangers commercial on NickToons. Why are they trying to make it seem dramatic and stuff? The kids who watch it aren't really going to care. If it has swords and explosions, good. If it has plot twists, they don't care unless the twist has swords and explosions. Come on.

KatCentral

Uh huh

Kat's post was weird. The fangirl thing I am okay with because I do it with Twilight and Harry Potter and just yeah. If I dedicate my time to watching and reading you then I deserve to be a fangirl. I'm not just going to leave you out there for everybody to criticize and hate on.

I've never read or watched Narnia. It never really interest me. And plus my mother tried to force that series upon me because she didn't want my reading Harry Potter. She said it was witchcraft and work of the devil and Narnia has some religion or something. Cause animals can actually talk and there is a secret world in the closet. (Sarcasm.) Really? I'm not here to judge because vampires sparkle in one of my series so yeah. 

Moving on. Today was my brothers 16th birthday. My mom posted about him on her page and then my uncle posted on my page talking about giving him a shout out over Facebook. Uh... No. Most people barely know I have a brother. It needs to stay that way. 

My Grandmother took us out to this buffet to eat. Oh my gosh I am so full. But then I ate 3 cotton candies, licked the icing off of two cupcakes, plus I had four cookies earlier. Sweet tooth! 

Haha I was really hyper but not I'm tired. My sugar highs never last long. 

The music video for Gorilla by Bruno Mars came out and it is awesome. If you haven't seen I recommend watching. 

The first TV commercial for Catching Fire is getting ready to air. Atlas by Coldplay is played in the background and its awesome. 

So we watched Troy in World History today, well we finished it. That movie is really good. Brad Pitt did an awesome job. In the movie he looks like he could be Chris Damn what's his last name (the dude who plays Thor) he looks like he could be his brother. I love the dude who plays Thor. He is just so fine. So I'm watching this movie and Brad is just so sexy. And so is the dude who played Orlando Bloom's brother. Just yes. I'm sitting with all these people and that what we talked about. I learned something interesting about one of my friends from that movie. 

The movie isn't all about the fine people in it. It's actually really good and graphic. I mean the action scenes are like woah. Make the Hunger Games look like Barney or something. But the blood looks so fake. That like the only really thing. 

Okay well I am like really sleep so I'm gonna go. Bye lovelies. 

MLover

Especially those kids in Conneticut

So I took the PSAT today. I'm not...not even gonna talk about it.

I REALLY WANT TO GO TO NARNIA. So bad. And this song above was from the end of Prince Caspian (second Narnia movie) and I'm in love with it. But that would be so epic to go to Narnia! OH MY GOSH and then if I turned into a Queen I'm getting really Blondie right now(not to be stereotypical but) GOSH. I'm being a complete fan girl. Even just to like, fight for Narnia. I would give up ANYTHING for that. To be in a world like that, you know? That's why I love dreaming. You can just go straight into that world. Especially if you want it hard enough. And I do. I would literally give up consciousness for that world. To dream FOR and EVER.
I wonder if you dream in a coma or is it just blackness in your head?
I hope heaven is like Narnia. I hope every little girl can be a Queen if they want to.

KatCentral

NOAH'S ALIVE.

But where the hell is Cyrus....... HUGE GASP

I think I know. Oh shit. Wait wait wait wait... HE SAID HER NAME!!!!!! HOW DID HE KNOW HER NAME!!!???

I am so freaking out right now.

MLover

363 days from 16!

My Birthday was awesome. I was so happy I wanted to cry but then I thought about crying and was like, 'nah'. But it was still amazing. So I got stuff from ML that I loved and from my dad and there's another box coming from him I cant wait for that but he got me these shoes which I really love. And other stuff. Its awesome. I like how on my birthday I get presents and money. I get paid for being born. I get paid for living.
But back to reality. I'm 200% sure all my friends have secret meetings where they just talk about how annoying I am. Which I'm fine with but, you know, its a thing.
I don't have much to share......ummmm........I forgot my lunch money. Not really happy about that. I think either tomorrow or the day after I'm going to bring a cupcake my dad bought me to school. they are huge, like, the size of my fist. They are from this bakery called Crumbs. They are so delicious omg... I can't eat the one picture down there 'cause it has nuts on it but they're huge. I gave ML one. One of those cupcakes is like a legit meal. So beautiful. "Sigh"

My brother is leaving for Empire either Wednesday or Thursday, I can't remember which. Empire is this debate thing where the debate team goes to New York for a few days and participate in this mock trial competition where people from around the world gather to debate. Its pretty cool. And I asked him to get me a bag from Chinatown cause he got one for his girlfriend last year(they broke up) and I loved it. It had all these little anime characters all over it. It was awesome. I cant find a picture of it but it was amazing. So I want one. And I'll hopefully get one.

I finished my Algebra II homework! I suck at Algebra. I'm more of a geometry person so its hard. Can't WAIT to leave that class JEEZ.

That is all,

KatCentral

P.S. And hell yes, ML will freak out about the impossibility of tomorrow. I was freaking too. I can't wait till she finishes it. (=^;^=)

The Impossibility of Tomorrow

So I am reading this book and class and I hate when I do that because it always seems that I read over this part that makes me want to cuss out the book in the middle of class. Suck ass. I will be back, I am to into reading.

This song is on repeat.


Ooh I got a body full of liquor
With a cocaine kicker
And I'm feeling like I'm thirty feet tall
So lay it down, lay it down

You got your legs up in the sky
With the devil in your eyes
Let me hear you say you want it all
Say it now, say it now

Look what you're doing, look what you've done
But in this jungle you can't run
'Cause what I got for you
I promise it's a killer,
You'll be banging on my chest
Bang bang, gorilla

Ooh, yeah
You and me baby making love like gorillas
Ooh, yeah
You and me baby making love like gorillas

Yeah, I got a fistful of your hair
But you don't look like you're scared
You just smile and tell me, "Daddy, it's yours."
'Cause you know how I like it,
You's a dirty little lover

If the neighbors call the cops,
Call the sheriff, call the SWAT ‒ we don't stop,
We keep rocking while they're knocking on our door
And you're screaming, "Give it to me baby,
Give it to me motherfucker!"

Oh, look what you're doing, look what you've done
But in this jungle you can't run
'Cause what I got for you
I promise it's a killer,
You'll be banging on my chest
Bang bang, gorilla

Ooh, yeah
You and me baby making love like gorillas
Ooh, yeah
You and me baby making love like gorillas

I bet you never ever felt so good, so good
I got your body trembling like it should, it should
You'll never be the same baby once I'm done with you
You [3x]

Oh, you with me baby making love like gorillas

Ooh, yeah
you and me baby we'll be fuckin' like gorillas
Ooh, yeah (Yeah, yeah, baby, baby, oh yeah, yeah)
You and me baby making love like gorillas


"Gorilla" - Bruno Mars (CAN'T WAIT FOR THE VIDEO!!!!)


MusicalLover

Kat's Birthday

IT'S KAT'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAT! 

Happy birthday to you. 

Happy birthday to you. 

Happy birthday dear Kat. 

Happy birthday to you. 

I can't really type the black version because its almost the same lyrics but with a different beat. 

Ooooo... I got one. The beginnings are the same, so how about we combine them. Since Kat is mixed lets mix them together. Yeah. In my head it works but its not like I'm going to sing to her.

Anyways... I will see you later, Kat. 

Happy Birthday! ❤❤❤🎈🎈🎈🎵🎵🎵🎂🎂🎂🎁🎁🎁😄😄😄

MusicalLover

Almost everyone forgot about this awesome song!

A long, long time ago
I can still remember how that music used to make me smile
And I knew if I had my chance I could make those people dance
And maybe they'd be happy for a while
But February made me shiver With every paper I delivered
Bad news on the doorstep I couldn't take one more step
I cant remember if i cried when I Heard about his widowed bride

But something touched me deep inside

The day the music died

C: So Bye-bye Miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee
but the levee was dry
Them good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye
Singing this'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die

And did you write the book of love? And do you have faith in God above?
If the Bible tells you so
And do you believe in rock and roll? Can music save your mortal soul and
And can you teach me how to dance real slow?
Well, I know that you're in love with him, Cause I saw you dancing in the gym
You both kicked off your shoes, Man, I dig that rhythm and blues
I was a lonely teenage broncin' buck With a pink carnation and a pickup truck
But I knew I was out of luck
The day the music died.

C

Now for ten years we've been on our own And moss grows fat on a rolling stone
But that's not how it used to be
When the jester sang to the king and queen
With a coat he borrowed from James Dean From a voice he stole from you and me
And while the King was looking down The Jester stole his thorny crown
The courtroom was adjourned, No verdict was returned
And while Lennon read a book of Marx The quartet practiced in the park
And we sang dirges in the dark the day the music died

C

Helter skelter in a summer swelter The birds flew off in a fallout shelter
Eight miles high and falling fast
It landed foul on the grass The players tried for a forward pass
With the jester on the sidelines in a cast
Now the half time air was sweet perfume
While the sergeants played a marching tune
We all got up to dance, Oh, but we never got the chance!
Cause the players tried to take the field The marching band refused to yield
Do you recall what was revealed The day the music died?

C

Oh and there we were all in one place A generation lost in space
With no time left to start again
So come on: Jack be nimble, Jack be quick!
Jack Flash sat on a candle stick Cause fire is the devil's only friend
Oh and as i watched him on the stage My hands were clenched in fists of rage
No angel born in hell Could break that Satan's spell
And as the flames climbed high into the night To light the sacrificial rite
I saw Satan laughing with delight the day the music died

C

I met a girl who sang the blues And i asked her for some happy news
She just smiled and turned away
I went down to the sacred store Where I'd heard the music years before
But the man said the music wouldnt play
And in the streets the children screamed
The lovers cried and the poets dreamed
But not a word was spoken The church bells all were broken
And the three men I admire most, The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost
They caught the last train for the coast
The day the music died

And they were singing
Bye-bye Miss American Pie
Drove my chevy to the levee But the levee was dry
And them good old boys were drinking whisky and rye
Singing this'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die

KatCentral

Homecoming

So today was the Homecoming Carnival. My school has a carnival instead of a dance because we have a bad rap with dances. Stuff seems to always happen. 

Kat and I are apart of some clubs but we were helping the Chess Club out today. This one girl, who doesn't even come to the meetings, put herself in charge and was bossing everyone around all week about this. And she was late helping us set up. 

We had so much fun! I didn't think it would be fun but it actually was. I bought candy, and a rainbow cupcake, and a mustache on a stick. We were standing on the chairs waving the sign around. I and just yelling. If you won against us you would get some candy. Everyone who played me won. I am pretty bad. Plus I was distracted. 

The student council had a dunking booth. My English teacher was in there. It was just awesome. 

We just ate good food and had some fun. It was nice. It was better than a dance for me. 

I was supposed to be going to the game, my grandmother wanted me to go with her, but I don't even know I she is going anymore. I guess I should call but I don't feel like it. I would much rather stay at home and curl up in my bed and soft pajamas and watch NCIS, Ghost Adventures, and Modern Family. Yeah, that's what I do on Fridays if I don't go anywhere. And when it gets really I turn on Investigation Discovery and watch Scorned or something. I like crime shows. I spent yesterday watching Law and Order: SVU. 

KAT'S BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!

I am so ready. I got all her stuff ready and I am super happy. 

Follow Up

Sorry I had to leave so quickly earlier. Came home and there still isn't any food but I'm not hungry.

Good thing my grandmother is hosing a Food Bank (she holds a bi-monthly food bank at her church on Wednesday) tomorrow. I can get some things there. 

I'm being interrupted by text and stuff. Plus I'm trying to do my homework because I have a lot. 

But anyways yeah. People want to talk about the struggle but they never seem to realize. Not to be mean or anything and I think I have talked about this before but the US needs to fix the problems here before they try to fix everyone else's problems. Yeah trying to feed children in Africa is awesome but if you spend more time feeding the kids in Africa than feeding the kids in the US how does that make you look. Yeah Africa needs a lot of help but stull. But enough about that. 

So we have this Homecoming Assembly tomorrow where the people that were voted to be on homecoming court walk down this little walkway and stuff. I don't really feel like going but since I helped create the set I want to see it and since I am a Stagecraft student I am kind of required to go. 

I'm not a huge school spirit person. Yeah school spirit is important and I wear out school colors (red, white, and blue) the Friday that homecoming is on. And if they do a theme day I like then I dress up for that. Example: nerd day. I would so dress up. 

Moving on. I have to write a crap load of poems. I have to enter the poetry slam, which I already know I'm not going to win. I don't do slam poetry well. I don't do poetry well. I'm more of a short story person and even those are longer than what my teacher wants. She doesn't put short stories in the literary magazine and when she does they are like a page long. The shortest story I have written is like 10-15 pages. So yeah. But she wants these long ass poems that are supposed to be 3 minutes. I don't even know what to talk/rant about for three minutes. I mean without offending somebody. But maybe that's what I am afraid of is offending somebody. *Shrugs* I am not about to be all philosophical because I still have Pre-Cal homework to do and I need my entire brain for that. 

Okay so Kat's birthday is coming up. Yay!!!!! She's going to be old! -Er! We're going to do something on Satirday for her birthday and I have to make something for that day. Haha. I already semi got her a present. Coming back from Michigan I gave her a Soft Kitty poster that took me about a week to find in a store. Cost me $10.00 too. Cause I paid for it. And I got her some perfume. My Grandmother hoards this stuff. She doesn't use it just places it on a shelf and she gave me a lot and I don't really wear perfume because of my asthma and allergies. Don't ask why but it fucks me up. I can't deal with it. So Kat wears perfume and she can have this. Not all of it. It's like high dollar stuff too. Avon and crap and its strong. Like its in my closet but my entire room smells like it. It's crazy. And something special that I am not telling.

Okay so let me go find these lyrics that I wanted to put and finish my homework like a good little student. 

So I wrote this like the other day and forgot to put lyrics and just forgot all about it so yeah.

And another one bites the dust
Oh why can I not conquer love
And I might have thought that we were one
Wanted to fight this war without weapons

And I wanted it, I wanted it bad
But there were so many red flags
Now another one bites the dust
Yeah let's be clear, I'll trust no one

You did not break me
I'm still fighting for peace

I've got thick skin and an elastic heart,
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubberband until you pull too hard,
I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
Cause I've got an elastic heart

I've got an elastic heart
Yeah I've got an elastic heart

And I will stay up through the night
Let's be clear, won't close my eyes
And I know that I can survive
I'll walk through fire to save my life

And I want it, I want my life so bad
I'm doing everything I can
Then another one bites the dust
It's hard to lose a chosen one

You did not break me
I'm still fighting for peace

I've got thick skin and an elastic heart,
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubberband until you pull too hard,
I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
Cause I've got an elastic heart
[x3]

I've got an elastic heart

"Elastic Heart" - Sia ft. The Weeknd (His Voice is Awesome) and Diplo

2 days from 15!

So me, Z, hopefully ML, and Aaron are staying after school today. I have to go to Made in Japan Club and then talk about the movie. I'm HOPING we can shoot a scene or two, depending on the circumstances. It was PERFECT zombie weather this morning. Everything was enveloped in a beautiful cloud of mist. You couldn't see ten yards in front of you. It was perfect. I'm hoping it will stay that way. But probably not. I forgot to bring some fake blood which we might need for the scene Aaron is in, but I guess we have to deal without it. Bummer, right?
And my mom is super pissed at my brother and I. She said we should have been responsible to get the flu shot  permission forms from our English teacher.
First of all, you don't have to get so pissed off that we forgot something you told us to do last week when you cant even remember what you wrote down on a piece of paper 5 seconds ago. Second, okay, its not the end of the world. There's a crap load of places to get a flu shot. Calm down.
And the School Carnival is tomorrow! I can get a cupcake! Woot Woot!!! That should be A LOT of fun. Considering I have money today. With the chance ML and JB won't want me to spend all of it on lunch.
And I have a biology test today! We can have one index card(front and back) as our notes. I would have got the jumbo ones but Dr. Logan forbid that. Wish me luck!

KatCentral

P.S.

P.P.S. 

4 days from 15!

First of all, ML's bro. Freaking adorable. I wasnt there but it was probably adorable. Cool kid.
Btw, Aaron is kind of cliche, but a good friend to have. FRIEND.

Gotta finish my Algebra 2 h.w. Laters!

KatCentral

Birthday and Poetry

First let me talk about poetry. Love it dearly but I hate writing it and it seems that is all we are supposed to do in creative writing. I didn't just take the class to write poem after poem after poem. I wanted to write. And I didn't sign up to be in the poetry slam. I hate public speaking. Yeah, I can do it but I hate it. The class is so fun but I do not like writing all this poetry.

And now on to birthdays. There are so many birthdays this month. My cousin, brother, and little sister have their birthday this month. But more importantly I do. And so does Kat and two of our friends.

Kat's - 12th (THIS SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Friend #1 Michelle - 11th (THIS FRIDAY!!!!!!!) (Kat we should get her a cupcake at the carnival and sing happy birthday)

Friend #2 Zarnez - 21th (A DAY AFTER MINES)

MusicalLover - 20th (IM OUT OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!)

This week is homecoming week at school and we have all this stuff to do and I helped make the homecoming set  (Yay!) We don't have dances, well we had one this year but we don't have a lot of dances so instead of a dance we have a carnival. To some people (like me) it is better than a dance so yeah. I have to get back to work so cya later.


MLover

THE STRUGGLE!

There is nothing to eat in my house right now other than noodles and bananas and dry cereal (because we don't have milk). It's been that way for the entire weekend. Friday we ordered pizza. Saturday I was at my grandmothers so I don't know. And yesterday my stepmother used the last pack of frozen chicken, which isn't a lot considering there are 8 people living here and only 8 pieces. So chicken and what else... Oh you know just freaking popcorn. That's now gone. 

So yeah. My family is being totted around by my grandmother because our car just broke down one day. She has forgotten me after school twice. 

Yeah. But then my little brother said I want to do I like to move it move it and so I found the song and played it and he started dancing and it was so funny. He was shaking and gyrating. It's so cute. 

Subjects Driving me Crazy

I hate to be that person guys. I just find it weird. Like I SUPPORT HOMOSEXUALITY. completely. Gay Marriage should be a thing. But if someone transexual started to like me...i dunno.
This guy, female to male...I dont like him. but he likes me. a little. Like a kind of crush. Doesnt know me enough to LIKE me but wants to get to know me. And it's kind of hard to understand you know? I feel like the worst person ever. But it'd feel weird. Like, does it make me a lesbian if I went out with him?
My brain is just like *BLOWN*
And my mom is losing her mind. She's like always paranoid and yelling. And then sometimes she's okay and laughing. There is like, no doubt in my mind that she's bipolar. And its freaking me out. She's insane. And it's kind of scary.
And also, my birthday is coming up! My dad got me stuff from my Kohls wish list account. So yay. I'll be fifteen! Halfway to thirty!!! AHHHH!!!

KatCentral

Restroom

I didn't know about Kat's flats. Sorry bout your feet. 

I had to pee so bad in my last class. I hate using public restrooms. They disgust me. I don't care how snotty that sounds I just don't like using them. Doesn't mean I don't use them, I just try not to. So I asked my teacher to go to the restroom and she would not let me go...

I'm not a saint in her class. I have some friends and I sit in the back with them so we be having some fun but I still get an A and understand her. 

But she wouldn't let me go and I asked about 4 times. I had to pee. So badly. (Haha rhymed.) But then it was time to go and I was like forget it I will go when I get home. 

School was okayish today. Kat's always kind of sad and depressed (and i never know what to say so...) and in her own world so me and JB have to entertain ourselves. And we had cookies and chicken strips. Thanks Evan!!! 

MusicalLover

My flats are killing me

So today I felt like wearing flats. Cause, I like flats. But I bought these a year and a half ago. So now they're like half a centimeter too small but they hurt like hell. LIKE. HELL. I'm like in serious pain right now. I'm never wearing these again. And I'm starving. Christ, kill me now.
This is going to be a bad day.

KatCentral

To respond to ML's post that was a while ago...

I honestly dont like or care about Twilight and I have no clue as to what Mortal Instruments is other than the fact that Ive seen the trailer like twice. Ive been reading to read City of Bones but Ive never gotten around to it.
And personally I like when books end differently than you expect. Its a nice surprise. Unless its like Dumbledore or Gavrosh dying. In which case you better hope I was reading it in a book and not on a kindle cause otherwise that shxts gonna get broken. I mean...ugh...

KatCentral

So confused

Im just trying to figure out how and why the fuck did we get 95 page views on the 25th? All that was posted that day was song lyrics.

KatCentral