Having a best friend is difficult

I was just thinking of how I watched Monsters Inc either this morning or last night, and its my favorite movie. But the part I like the best is at the end when they start singing

If I were a rich man, with a million or two
Id live in a penthouse, in a room with a view
And If I were handsome, NO WAY, It could happen,
Cause dreams do come true, I wouldn't have nothing if i didn't have you

Which is basically why I'm so scared. What if I make it. What if my dream becomes reality and I'm offered a part of a movie or a TV show and I have to leave ML? What if I couldn't do it? Because I'd have to leave ML behind???? Abandon my DREAM? Or what if I had to leave her behind for some other reason? What if I get to go to some elite boarding school in Pennsylvania like my cousins? Or a school in ENGLAND. How cool would that be? Let me tell you, so NOT COOL cause ML wouldn't be there and I'd be crying. I mean, I'd find a new friend probs but it wouldn't be the same!
 Guys, I do not do well on my own. My entire life I've had my bro right next to me. For a few years if I was alone by myself in a room, I would legitly freak out. And now if I'm in room with too many people, I freak out. Social anxiety. But that's a whole different thing. Now my bro is growing up and is going to leave me and ML has been that other person in a room with me cause lets face it being alone is crap. Unless you like being alone. If you have music, I get if you like being alone to listen to it but OTHERWISE its freaky.

And plus my mom is starting to date this guy. I'm not even going to get into that. I don't know him so I don't really care

KatCentrak