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October 5, 2012

I’m pretty sure I’m just writing this to be difficult. But hey to the yay there’s no drama so far this year. Who knew? I mean…so far. Except for JB. Why do I hang with her? And that thing at lunch today with J so nothing else to say about that. Plus I wanna find A!!! My pen pal! Haven’t seen her. Can’t wait to go back for x-mas!!! Then I’ll get to see dad and K** (stepmom) again, yayyy!!!

January 23, 2013

Sorry, folks, blocked him out

This is so stupid! Why can’t I man…woman…up and talk to himmmmmm!!!! Ughhhhhh…MusicLover went and took this picture… jeebus Kat you suck seriously get hit by a bus….and I’m telling myself to get hit by a bus….I AM NOT DELUSIONAL.

Propaganda and I agree on…

• ·         Fire-baptized battle rapper who is heavily influenced by folk music and has found creative freedom in poetry. Combo is strange, I know
• ·         Sarcasm is really the only time people tell the truth
• ·         Some people find it illogical, for some reason, to think that a perfectly designed world screams of a designer
• ·         Ancient Egyptian astronomers have a far greater understanding of outer space than we do and yet America is so drunk on arrogance and racism that we would rather credit these accomplishments to ALIENS than to admit we are not the smartest civilization that ever lived.
• ·         It’s a much better idea to shut your mouth when you don’t know what you’re talking about than to validate what everyone already thinks of you
• ·         God became a man to save us and we still can’t explain pyramids
• ·         Do not lower expectations or the culture
• ·         The Roman Empire fell because of lowered expectations. We, the Romans, fed each other to LIONS for entertainment
• ·         Humans, seem to be hopelessly selfish, were led to their own demise, and bent on their own self destruction
• ·         I am worrying about J

January 24, 2013

I think it’s great J likes M. I don’t care. He was never mine anyway. Remember Kat,

1. He’s replaceable

2. I am not

I’ll just watch The Hunchback of Notre Dame…that’ll cheer me up. SANCTUARY!!!! God help the outcasts, you know. Even though being an outcast, as far as I’m concerned, is awesome.

Hands touch, eyes meet; Sudden silence, sudden heat; Hearts leap in a giddy whirl; He could be that boy;
But I'm not that girl
Don't dream too far; Don't lose sight of who you are; Don't remember that rush of joy; He could be that boy;
I'm not that girl
Every so often we long to steal; To the land of what might have been; But that doesn't soften the ache we feel; When reality sets back in
Blithe smile, lithe limb; She is winsome, she wins him; Black hair with a gentle curl; That's the girl he chose; And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl
Don't wish, don't start; Wishing only wounds the heart; I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl; There's a girl; I know He loves her so;
I'm not that girl

January 25, 2013

For some reason I cant explain; I know St. Peter wont call my name; never an honest word, but that was when i ruled the world
That was a good talent show. Maybe Ill do it next year. WHAT ill be doing i have no idea, but its something to think about. And JB KNEW about J and M the entire time. Its not official  of course...but...I think he likes her... or at least he likes her more than me...UGHHHH i hate being this way.

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