Revert back to, Fangirl For a Sec.
He hasn't been to Spanish since then. I know for sure I'm over analyzing it now.
God if he found this blog... If anyone I knew found this blog...
I don't know. It'd be scary I guess
You know all those movies there are and at one point the heroine talks to the guy or vice versa and they're all like, "you dont let anyone get close to you in the first place"
Well that's not me. Not even close, actually.
I'm kind of an open book. Not even just because of this blog but just in life.
If you ask me a question, either I'll answer it or my face will show it.
And it's kind of a piss off.
I wish I realized this before I moved so I could've started over, worked on it a little bit.
But then why would I want to? I mean, is it a good thing? Can someone please tell me? Because I'm really confused. Do I want to be all secretive and stuff? Or is it okay to be so open. Because I suck at shutting people out. Seriously, I can't do it. Grudges do not work for me.
Am I rabbit trailing off the subject?
I'm just saying the drama that I don't go through anymore wasn't even about me directly. It always involved a bunch of people. And then there hasn't been drama since I left middle school. I guess we were just stupid middle schoolers, yeah?
I don't know. I guess what I'm trying to say is that those movie moments I love so much just aren't going to happen to me.
I'm just clueless to the fact if I want it to or not.
KatCentral
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