Okay so me and Kat's friend who I will call JB likes the website/app Wattpad.
I am not saying Wattpad is bad or anything because I have one and there are some really good stories on there.
But yeah JB is insane.
She seriously reads the porn.
She says its not porn.
But if they have a warning in it... Then it's porn.
And the worst thing about it is its gay porn.
Yep boy on boy.
She needs serious mental help.
Because I would type a lot of why she said on here but I might have to out a warning and I don't want to do that.
And the today we were in class scrolling through the stories and I say this one called The Humping Games.
I showed it to her and she went to go read it.
She kept reading out loud from it. The real bad thing was she was like I'm trying to figure out if they are having sex or not.
I was like are you serious, it's PORN!
And so then we started talking about 50 Shades of Gray.
Not even gonna get into that.
So yeah this chica needs some help.
And Wattpad has a shxt load of porn.
Even in the teen section.
I was looking through it and was just amazed.
Like for real.
All these people can't get none.
Shame...
MusicalLover9816
Nerd
Thursday, February 28, 2013
Hating Everything+Leaving
No, we are not married. Ain't nobody got time for that. I'm just looking through pictures on facebook. Which always gets me thinking how J didn't accept my friend request. Honestly, who denies a friend request. Ugh. But let me get serious. Last night me an MusicLover were talking in serious-mode and she asked me if I would say yes or no to move back to where I came from.
No. I told her I forbid her to leave because I've forbidden myself from leaving.
I hate this. I hate my mom and my brother having anger issues(they really do they've both seen psychiatrists but it doesn't help), and me having to deal with it. I hate talking to my dad for 30 minutes a week over the phone. I hate missing him and my stepmom and the rest of the family I grew up with. I hate seeing my dad, half of my being, for ONLY 8 weeks a year. I hate this. I hate my mom acting like she is the only one who was affected when she decided to yell at my dad constantly for 6 months straight. I hate everything about this place except my friends because honestly I'm getting kind of sick of not being able to walk down the street for a pack of mini donuts and you probably think its not that big a deal but eating junk food sitting in the park is the only minute of peace I had and I cant even do that anymore unless I have a drivers license.
And more than anything, I hate MusicLover because I want to leave so bad there's been times where I just silently screamed and cried and pounded my pillow in my room but I cant leave because she is here, and so are my other friends, holding me here. And I hate my life very often but I'd hate it a hell of a lot more if my friends didn't exist. See, that's why we have to stay friends for years to come. Because if me staying here is for nothing, I swear to GOD...
KatCentral
No. I told her I forbid her to leave because I've forbidden myself from leaving.
I hate this. I hate my mom and my brother having anger issues(they really do they've both seen psychiatrists but it doesn't help), and me having to deal with it. I hate talking to my dad for 30 minutes a week over the phone. I hate missing him and my stepmom and the rest of the family I grew up with. I hate seeing my dad, half of my being, for ONLY 8 weeks a year. I hate this. I hate my mom acting like she is the only one who was affected when she decided to yell at my dad constantly for 6 months straight. I hate everything about this place except my friends because honestly I'm getting kind of sick of not being able to walk down the street for a pack of mini donuts and you probably think its not that big a deal but eating junk food sitting in the park is the only minute of peace I had and I cant even do that anymore unless I have a drivers license.
And more than anything, I hate MusicLover because I want to leave so bad there's been times where I just silently screamed and cried and pounded my pillow in my room but I cant leave because she is here, and so are my other friends, holding me here. And I hate my life very often but I'd hate it a hell of a lot more if my friends didn't exist. See, that's why we have to stay friends for years to come. Because if me staying here is for nothing, I swear to GOD...
KatCentral
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
Leaving
Okay.
So my father just called me and my brother in his room.
He asked us do we want to live here.
I thought he meant the place we live in now and so I was like no really quick because I don't.
He didn't mean that.
He meant live with him down south.
And he wanted an answer right them.
That's like one of the most difficult things to do right there.
There are contributing factors.
Yeah most of the good ones are up north but All my friends are down here.
I don't know what I would do without my friends.
In all fact it's mostly Kat.
The person who I call my sister has left me at least 2 twice. And didn't even try to keep in touch with me.
There is so much stuff down here that I wouldn't want or couldn't leave.
But I hate it down here.
If not for my friends or music I would be another one of those teenage suicide cases.
Another face out of about 1,000.
People would get over it and move on.
But because of my friends I'm still here being my weird little self.
There is one thing that the north can't bring me.
The towns mom lives in is such a cookie cutter churchy thing.
They like hate my mom because she has been to jail for something. The pastor of a church wouldn't even look at her.
They wouldn't accept me. I'm tht weird girl who reads books about vampires, witches, werewolves, and just anything supernatural or paranormal. I'm that girl who listens to all types if music and music that isn't afraid to call people out. I'm that girl who supports LBGT because I think they deserve the same rights. I'm that girl who can okay video games like a boy. I'm that girl who hates to tell her feelings but can write a damn good emotional story. I'm that girl who doesn't want to be married. I'm that girl that doesn't believe in love. I'm that girl who dances around and sings everywhere. I'm that girl people look at and go "What's wrong with her." Im that girl who thinks Christians are hypocritical and obnoxious. I'm that girl who's religion is music.
I'm that girl no one wants to believe in.
But who gives a shxt about them.
I don't.
I'm in there city for a little over 2 months a year and they avoid me like the plague. I would never make friends.
I'm happy enough down here but if I could take my friends with me I would leave in a heartbeat.
I don't know what to do without them. They help me shape who I am and who I am trying to grow up and be.
Kat is my twin. (Not really.)
We have so much in common that its just weird.
We embraced that and are now f**k awesome friends and I Love Her.
(Yeah I know I said earlier bout the wifey thing. Eh we had a funny day. We aren't married. Or dating.)
So yeah. There are so many things better about up north than down here but I can't leave.
Not without my girls.
Now I gotta put some lyrics because my bad day playlist is playing and it's like my iPod is connected to me brain because it is playing all the right songs.
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting
To be with you again?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh
"When You Look Me In The Eyes"
- The Jonas Brothers (The original JB)
MusicalLover9816
So my father just called me and my brother in his room.
He asked us do we want to live here.
I thought he meant the place we live in now and so I was like no really quick because I don't.
He didn't mean that.
He meant live with him down south.
And he wanted an answer right them.
That's like one of the most difficult things to do right there.
There are contributing factors.
Yeah most of the good ones are up north but All my friends are down here.
I don't know what I would do without my friends.
In all fact it's mostly Kat.
The person who I call my sister has left me at least 2 twice. And didn't even try to keep in touch with me.
There is so much stuff down here that I wouldn't want or couldn't leave.
But I hate it down here.
If not for my friends or music I would be another one of those teenage suicide cases.
Another face out of about 1,000.
People would get over it and move on.
But because of my friends I'm still here being my weird little self.
There is one thing that the north can't bring me.
The towns mom lives in is such a cookie cutter churchy thing.
They like hate my mom because she has been to jail for something. The pastor of a church wouldn't even look at her.
They wouldn't accept me. I'm tht weird girl who reads books about vampires, witches, werewolves, and just anything supernatural or paranormal. I'm that girl who listens to all types if music and music that isn't afraid to call people out. I'm that girl who supports LBGT because I think they deserve the same rights. I'm that girl who can okay video games like a boy. I'm that girl who hates to tell her feelings but can write a damn good emotional story. I'm that girl who doesn't want to be married. I'm that girl that doesn't believe in love. I'm that girl who dances around and sings everywhere. I'm that girl people look at and go "What's wrong with her." Im that girl who thinks Christians are hypocritical and obnoxious. I'm that girl who's religion is music.
I'm that girl no one wants to believe in.
But who gives a shxt about them.
I don't.
I'm in there city for a little over 2 months a year and they avoid me like the plague. I would never make friends.
I'm happy enough down here but if I could take my friends with me I would leave in a heartbeat.
I don't know what to do without them. They help me shape who I am and who I am trying to grow up and be.
Kat is my twin. (Not really.)
We have so much in common that its just weird.
We embraced that and are now f**k awesome friends and I Love Her.
(Yeah I know I said earlier bout the wifey thing. Eh we had a funny day. We aren't married. Or dating.)
So yeah. There are so many things better about up north than down here but I can't leave.
Not without my girls.
Now I gotta put some lyrics because my bad day playlist is playing and it's like my iPod is connected to me brain because it is playing all the right songs.
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting
To be with you again?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh
"When You Look Me In The Eyes"
- The Jonas Brothers (The original JB)
MusicalLover9816
Wifey
Me and Kat are married now.
Yep she's my wifey.
We used to be twins but then we got married.
Don't ask me exactly how we got there because I seriously don't know. I'm just saying.
And no this ain't some weird incest shxt.
And if anything we are bi.
*Laughs*
And we have a daughter.
*Wipes tears*
She left us today. All on her own out in the cruel cruel world.
Me and Kat have been together for two years!!!!!
Dxmn I don't know when our anniversary is.
:-/
MusicalLover9816
Yep she's my wifey.
We used to be twins but then we got married.
Don't ask me exactly how we got there because I seriously don't know. I'm just saying.
And no this ain't some weird incest shxt.
And if anything we are bi.
*Laughs*
And we have a daughter.
*Wipes tears*
She left us today. All on her own out in the cruel cruel world.
Me and Kat have been together for two years!!!!!
Dxmn I don't know when our anniversary is.
:-/
MusicalLover9816
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
Music
Okay so I am gonna do my recommendations now. First I am going to do music.
Music to me is my life and my religion. I love music with all my heart and could to listen to it all day everyday.
Music can be your best friend.
Music is one of my best friends.
You can express yourself with music.
It doesn't even have to be music you wrote. Just music in general and songs and lyrics. I listen to all types of music. From Country to Rap. From Carrie Underwood to Lil' Wayne with Katy Perry, Adele, and Coldplay in between.
I listen to music that has meaning and then some that is just let loose and have fun.
I could go all day about music.
I wouldn't last a day without music.
It's just really important to me.
It's there for me when I don't want to talk to anybody or when the world is pissing me off.
When I get older I want to be a book editor but if I got the chance to be a song writer or a singer I would.
Okay so I'm going to do three main list. Maybe four depends on what I feel like.
So first I'm going to do my favorite artist aka singers. Then I am going to do my too favorite songs at the moment because I change my favorite songs like everyday. (So much music is out there and everyday it seems like I hear a song, new or old that I like.) Then I am going to do a list of the songs I am listening to right now. And maybe a list of the most played songs on my iPod.
Okay so lets start: Favorite Artist
1. Adele - I love how she makes falling out of love so awesome and how she makes breaking up easier. I love her voice range and how she is so real. She isn't a performer she is a singer. A real one. I love how true to herself she is and how when she is on stage she puts her everything in there. I like that she doesn't feel the need to prance around stage in skimpy outfits. I like that she just stands there and sings.
2. Bruno Mars - I love how fun an catchy his songs are. I love that he can actually sing and it's not auto-tune. I like how you can see him pouring his heart out in his songs when he performs. I like how when he is in stage he captures the audience. When he starts to sing people turn and listen and watch.
3. Macklemore - Some people may not have heard of him but you need too. His music is so raw and so real. He brings emotions to his songs and talks about real stuff. Stuff that actually happens and is happening. He doesn't want it swept under the rug. He brings it out. And then there is that playful side that gives teens that little jump and party they need.
4. Imagine Dragons - If you haven't heard Imagine Dragons you need to go listen right now. They are really good. I love how they have all these different songs with so many meaning behind them. I like that they really seem like they are just trying to have fun. I like that they are different from others.
5. The Script - The Script has a variety of songs. They talk about all types of things love, the government, following your dreams. They have these songs that jut have the power to uplift you and make you reach your goals. They also have the power to really see into your life. Sometimes they have these sings that seem like they are made especially for you.
6. Coldplay - I love Coldplay. Some of there songs make me want to cry and others make me shake my hips and nod my head. They have this weird sense of calm with there music no matter the topic. They relax you and can make you feel so vulnerable at the same time. They are addicting.
7. OneRepublic - I am so ready for their new album. I've missed have the songs that really help me through stuff and those that make me want to dance. They have all these different songs that describe parts of my life. I love how one songs can talk about so many different people. How you can place someone in your life in there songs. I love how their songs reach so many people.
8. Emeli Sande - If you people don't know her you better learn. I feel her going place. She has all these different songs that don't seem like they go together but they do. I like how she is a singer not a performer. She really has fun up there instead of doing it just because and to get money. She acts like she wants to change the music world and I picture her and Adele doing a song together. That would be amazing.
9. Florence & The Machine - I like there style of music. I like that's its different. I love the meaning behind some of the songs. I love how she sings. She doesn't try to downplay her voice. She really gets up there and belts out. I like how her songs all have these weird beats and rhythms and stuff.
10. Ellie Goulding - I love her voice. I really like how she has all these songs that seem out of her range but she fits into them. I know the song should fit into the artist but nah. It's like the song is made and she comes in and makes her voice work with the song.
Okay that was really hard because I love so many people. Honorable Mention goes out to Demi Lovato, Jessie J, The Fray, Maroon 5, and Christina Perri. Trust me there are so much more that I would like to mention but yeah.
Okay so next: My Favorite Songs at the Moment.
1. Same Love - Macklemore
2. Radioactive - Imagine Dragons
3. If I Lose Myself - OneRepublic
4. Gorilla - Bruno Mars
5. Figure 8 - Ellie Goulding
6. Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
7. The Harold Song (Deconstructed) - Ke$ha
8. Say - John Mayer
9. Charlie Brown - Coldplay
10. The A Team - Ed Sheeran
Yeah some of these songs are old but still I always like to go back and listen to them because they hit me really hard and stuff. I have feeling and emotion attached to some of these. Well most of them. Just I let you know these are not my favorite if all time. And trust me I love so many songs. I always say OMG my song is on. Kat told me once that I should just say music came on because I have so many "songs".
Okay so next I am going to do what I am listening to right now.
So I have a playlist going right now with 30 songs so I will do that.
What I Am Listening To Right Now:
1. Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
2. Wings - Macklemore
3. Letters From The Sky - Civil Wars
4. It's Time (Acoustic) - Imagine Dragons
5. If I Lose Myself - OneRepublic
6. The Harold Song (Deconstructed) - Ke$ha
7. Viva La Vida - Coldplay
8. Otherside - Macklemore
9. Radioactive - Imagine Dragons
10. Lost At Sea - Zedd
11. Charlie Brown - Coldplay
12. Ho Hey - The Lumineers
13. Wanted - Hunter Hayes
14. Home - Philip Philips
15. Amsterdam - Imagine Dragons
16. No Light No Light - Florence & The Machine
17. Same Love - Macklemore
18. My Blood - Ellie Goulding
19. Feel Again - OneRepublic
20. Don't You Worry Child (Acoustic) - Swedish House Mafia
21. Don't Say A Word - Ellie Goulding
22. Curse - Imagine Dragons
23. Kiss You - One Direction
24. Figure 8 - Ellie Goulding
25. Natalie - Bruno Mars
26. Bittersweet - Ellie Goulding
27. Bleeding Out - Imagine Dragons
28. Secrets - OneRepublic
29. Say - John Mayer
30. Turning Tables - Adele
Okay so yeah that's what's playing on my iPod right now.
Okay so I guess I will do my the most played songs on my iPod.
Okay...
1. Feel Again - OneRepublic
2. Diamonds - Rihanna
3. Locked Out Of Heaven - Bruno Mars
4. Secrets - OneRepublic
5. Mercy - OneRepublic
6. Sad - Maroon 5
7. Too Close - Alex Clare
8. The Man Who Never Lied - Maroon 5
9. Wanted - Hunter Hayes
10. Sweet Nothing - Calvin Harris ft. Florence Welch
11. It's Time - Imagine Dragons
12. Syndicate - The Fray
13. Missing Persons 1&2 - OneRepublic
14. Teenage Dream (Acoustic) - Glee Cast
15. Say - John Mayer
16. If I Lose Myself - OneRepublic
17. Absolute - The Fray
18. Put It Down - Brandy ft. Chris Brown
19. Radioactive - Imagine Dragons
20. All The Right Moves - OneRepublic
21. Six Degrees Of Separation - The Script
22. Hello Sweet World - Gangs Of Ballet
23. Tiptoe - Imagine Dragons
24. Young, Wild, & Free - Wiz Khalifa & Snoop Dogg ft. Bruno Mars
25. Set Fire To The Rain - Adele
Okay so those are the most played 25 on my iPod.
Um yeah.
Some people say I don't listen to a lot of black music. Well I don't listen to rap a lot. I mean there are some songs that I will listen to but I am not going to listen to all that dumb shxt about money, girls, and drugs. Not going to degrade myself that way. But yeah I will listen to some. I have like maybe 50 or something rap songs on my iPod and I need to update.
So lets see... Oh yeah.
No Justin Beiber. I only like As Long As You Love Me and they played that song out so much that it got annoying so I stopped. Also I only like one One Direction song right now and that is Kiss You. Not that they won't put out more good ones but for right now that's all that really appeals to me. I like the beat in that song. I don't really do the boy band shxt. I like the real and true people and then some of those fun just want to party people.
Okay so there are some songs and artist that I really need to mention because I love them and if I stretched all of my list out some they would make it.
Okay so Train, fun., Bleeding Out - Imagine Dragons, Don't Forget - Demi Lovato, Daddy - Emeli Sande, Somebody That I Used To Know - Goyte, Olly Murs, Your Not Sorry - Taylor Swift, Sail - AWOLNATION, Mind Your Manners - Chiddy Bang ft. Travis McCoy, and Gkad You Came - The Wanted.
Trust me there are so many songs that I love it doesn't make sense.
Okay so yeah there is a look into my life. And some song recommendations and stuff.
Yeah I really connect with songs so...
Have Fun :-)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MusicalLover9816 (see just look at me name Lolz)
Music to me is my life and my religion. I love music with all my heart and could to listen to it all day everyday.
Music can be your best friend.
Music is one of my best friends.
You can express yourself with music.
It doesn't even have to be music you wrote. Just music in general and songs and lyrics. I listen to all types of music. From Country to Rap. From Carrie Underwood to Lil' Wayne with Katy Perry, Adele, and Coldplay in between.
I listen to music that has meaning and then some that is just let loose and have fun.
I could go all day about music.
I wouldn't last a day without music.
It's just really important to me.
It's there for me when I don't want to talk to anybody or when the world is pissing me off.
When I get older I want to be a book editor but if I got the chance to be a song writer or a singer I would.
Okay so I'm going to do three main list. Maybe four depends on what I feel like.
So first I'm going to do my favorite artist aka singers. Then I am going to do my too favorite songs at the moment because I change my favorite songs like everyday. (So much music is out there and everyday it seems like I hear a song, new or old that I like.) Then I am going to do a list of the songs I am listening to right now. And maybe a list of the most played songs on my iPod.
Okay so lets start: Favorite Artist
1. Adele - I love how she makes falling out of love so awesome and how she makes breaking up easier. I love her voice range and how she is so real. She isn't a performer she is a singer. A real one. I love how true to herself she is and how when she is on stage she puts her everything in there. I like that she doesn't feel the need to prance around stage in skimpy outfits. I like that she just stands there and sings.
2. Bruno Mars - I love how fun an catchy his songs are. I love that he can actually sing and it's not auto-tune. I like how you can see him pouring his heart out in his songs when he performs. I like how when he is in stage he captures the audience. When he starts to sing people turn and listen and watch.
3. Macklemore - Some people may not have heard of him but you need too. His music is so raw and so real. He brings emotions to his songs and talks about real stuff. Stuff that actually happens and is happening. He doesn't want it swept under the rug. He brings it out. And then there is that playful side that gives teens that little jump and party they need.
4. Imagine Dragons - If you haven't heard Imagine Dragons you need to go listen right now. They are really good. I love how they have all these different songs with so many meaning behind them. I like that they really seem like they are just trying to have fun. I like that they are different from others.
5. The Script - The Script has a variety of songs. They talk about all types of things love, the government, following your dreams. They have these songs that jut have the power to uplift you and make you reach your goals. They also have the power to really see into your life. Sometimes they have these sings that seem like they are made especially for you.
6. Coldplay - I love Coldplay. Some of there songs make me want to cry and others make me shake my hips and nod my head. They have this weird sense of calm with there music no matter the topic. They relax you and can make you feel so vulnerable at the same time. They are addicting.
7. OneRepublic - I am so ready for their new album. I've missed have the songs that really help me through stuff and those that make me want to dance. They have all these different songs that describe parts of my life. I love how one songs can talk about so many different people. How you can place someone in your life in there songs. I love how their songs reach so many people.
8. Emeli Sande - If you people don't know her you better learn. I feel her going place. She has all these different songs that don't seem like they go together but they do. I like how she is a singer not a performer. She really has fun up there instead of doing it just because and to get money. She acts like she wants to change the music world and I picture her and Adele doing a song together. That would be amazing.
9. Florence & The Machine - I like there style of music. I like that's its different. I love the meaning behind some of the songs. I love how she sings. She doesn't try to downplay her voice. She really gets up there and belts out. I like how her songs all have these weird beats and rhythms and stuff.
10. Ellie Goulding - I love her voice. I really like how she has all these songs that seem out of her range but she fits into them. I know the song should fit into the artist but nah. It's like the song is made and she comes in and makes her voice work with the song.
Okay that was really hard because I love so many people. Honorable Mention goes out to Demi Lovato, Jessie J, The Fray, Maroon 5, and Christina Perri. Trust me there are so much more that I would like to mention but yeah.
Okay so next: My Favorite Songs at the Moment.
1. Same Love - Macklemore
2. Radioactive - Imagine Dragons
3. If I Lose Myself - OneRepublic
4. Gorilla - Bruno Mars
5. Figure 8 - Ellie Goulding
6. Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
7. The Harold Song (Deconstructed) - Ke$ha
8. Say - John Mayer
9. Charlie Brown - Coldplay
10. The A Team - Ed Sheeran
Yeah some of these songs are old but still I always like to go back and listen to them because they hit me really hard and stuff. I have feeling and emotion attached to some of these. Well most of them. Just I let you know these are not my favorite if all time. And trust me I love so many songs. I always say OMG my song is on. Kat told me once that I should just say music came on because I have so many "songs".
Okay so next I am going to do what I am listening to right now.
So I have a playlist going right now with 30 songs so I will do that.
What I Am Listening To Right Now:
1. Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
2. Wings - Macklemore
3. Letters From The Sky - Civil Wars
4. It's Time (Acoustic) - Imagine Dragons
5. If I Lose Myself - OneRepublic
6. The Harold Song (Deconstructed) - Ke$ha
7. Viva La Vida - Coldplay
8. Otherside - Macklemore
9. Radioactive - Imagine Dragons
10. Lost At Sea - Zedd
11. Charlie Brown - Coldplay
12. Ho Hey - The Lumineers
13. Wanted - Hunter Hayes
14. Home - Philip Philips
15. Amsterdam - Imagine Dragons
16. No Light No Light - Florence & The Machine
17. Same Love - Macklemore
18. My Blood - Ellie Goulding
19. Feel Again - OneRepublic
20. Don't You Worry Child (Acoustic) - Swedish House Mafia
21. Don't Say A Word - Ellie Goulding
22. Curse - Imagine Dragons
23. Kiss You - One Direction
24. Figure 8 - Ellie Goulding
25. Natalie - Bruno Mars
26. Bittersweet - Ellie Goulding
27. Bleeding Out - Imagine Dragons
28. Secrets - OneRepublic
29. Say - John Mayer
30. Turning Tables - Adele
Okay so yeah that's what's playing on my iPod right now.
Okay so I guess I will do my the most played songs on my iPod.
Okay...
1. Feel Again - OneRepublic
2. Diamonds - Rihanna
3. Locked Out Of Heaven - Bruno Mars
4. Secrets - OneRepublic
5. Mercy - OneRepublic
6. Sad - Maroon 5
7. Too Close - Alex Clare
8. The Man Who Never Lied - Maroon 5
9. Wanted - Hunter Hayes
10. Sweet Nothing - Calvin Harris ft. Florence Welch
11. It's Time - Imagine Dragons
12. Syndicate - The Fray
13. Missing Persons 1&2 - OneRepublic
14. Teenage Dream (Acoustic) - Glee Cast
15. Say - John Mayer
16. If I Lose Myself - OneRepublic
17. Absolute - The Fray
18. Put It Down - Brandy ft. Chris Brown
19. Radioactive - Imagine Dragons
20. All The Right Moves - OneRepublic
21. Six Degrees Of Separation - The Script
22. Hello Sweet World - Gangs Of Ballet
23. Tiptoe - Imagine Dragons
24. Young, Wild, & Free - Wiz Khalifa & Snoop Dogg ft. Bruno Mars
25. Set Fire To The Rain - Adele
Okay so those are the most played 25 on my iPod.
Um yeah.
Some people say I don't listen to a lot of black music. Well I don't listen to rap a lot. I mean there are some songs that I will listen to but I am not going to listen to all that dumb shxt about money, girls, and drugs. Not going to degrade myself that way. But yeah I will listen to some. I have like maybe 50 or something rap songs on my iPod and I need to update.
So lets see... Oh yeah.
No Justin Beiber. I only like As Long As You Love Me and they played that song out so much that it got annoying so I stopped. Also I only like one One Direction song right now and that is Kiss You. Not that they won't put out more good ones but for right now that's all that really appeals to me. I like the beat in that song. I don't really do the boy band shxt. I like the real and true people and then some of those fun just want to party people.
Okay so there are some songs and artist that I really need to mention because I love them and if I stretched all of my list out some they would make it.
Okay so Train, fun., Bleeding Out - Imagine Dragons, Don't Forget - Demi Lovato, Daddy - Emeli Sande, Somebody That I Used To Know - Goyte, Olly Murs, Your Not Sorry - Taylor Swift, Sail - AWOLNATION, Mind Your Manners - Chiddy Bang ft. Travis McCoy, and Gkad You Came - The Wanted.
Trust me there are so many songs that I love it doesn't make sense.
Okay so yeah there is a look into my life. And some song recommendations and stuff.
Yeah I really connect with songs so...
Have Fun :-)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MusicalLover9816 (see just look at me name Lolz)
Monday, February 25, 2013
Random Topics
I need to start making dinner soon so this wont be long. T, another friend o' mine, was talking to me in class today. She is best super friends with M, so I figure, why not ask her about J? Right? So M doesn't like him. Duh. M has a boyfriend and she is head over heels. You should have seen what they got each other for Valentines Day! But um...I don't know why I'm talking about this I don't even have something to say about this subject really.
Jeez Disney is being crazy with this couples crap. Ross Lynch and Laura Moreno? Plus Zendaya and Leo Howard. And I do go by they're real names. Have I mentioned I want to be an actress? And OMG when "Austin" and "Ally" kissed? How FAKE was it? I doubt they touched lips. That was terrible. I almost barfed. I think they are both at least 15. And they cant stage-kiss? *shaking my head*
Plus I watched the Oscars. Les Miserables should have won WAYYY more than 3 things. Am I right? Every time Les Mis got nominated but didn't win I almost threw the remote and the TV. Plus I'm getting into writing songs again. There's this one called Amnesia I just wrote. Ill type it later. Time heat up some Alfredo Sauce.
KatCentral
Jeez Disney is being crazy with this couples crap. Ross Lynch and Laura Moreno? Plus Zendaya and Leo Howard. And I do go by they're real names. Have I mentioned I want to be an actress? And OMG when "Austin" and "Ally" kissed? How FAKE was it? I doubt they touched lips. That was terrible. I almost barfed. I think they are both at least 15. And they cant stage-kiss? *shaking my head*
Plus I watched the Oscars. Les Miserables should have won WAYYY more than 3 things. Am I right? Every time Les Mis got nominated but didn't win I almost threw the remote and the TV. Plus I'm getting into writing songs again. There's this one called Amnesia I just wrote. Ill type it later. Time heat up some Alfredo Sauce.
KatCentral
Friday, February 22, 2013
Just Be You. NOT!
So I had to give a speech.
My speech was over gay marriage and gay rights.
My speech was awesome.
But I want to point out a couple of important things.
Yes I am for gay marriage.
I have a couple of gay and lesbian friends.
I got asked today was I straight because of my speech.
Just because I give a speech supporting them doesn't mean I am one.
White people supported Martin Luther King and they weren't black.
So straight people can support the LBGT community.
I don't like how gay marriage isn't allowed in all states and is illegal in some parts of the world.
I'm just going to talk about the USA though for right now.
Marriage isn't dealing with the church.
Seriously it's not. If it was it ended a long time ago.
Marriage is dealing with the law.
And it's against the constitution to deny and citizen the right to marry.
There is nothing wrong with what they are doing.
Americans just don't like the unknown and the different.
They don't like the people who don't come out all cookie cutter and shxt.
Americans don't like weird.
And gay people are considered weird even if they aren't.
They are just trying to be themselves.
Everyone knows that saying... Just be yourself .
How can you in such a judging society?
Americans are so judgmental.
I mean there is nothing wrong with them. Quit judging them just because of who they are or whom they love.
They are just trying to be themselves and not hide it.
They are showing the world their colors and the world is trying to make everything black and white.
We need the color...
We need the weird...
We need to be different...
Yeah this stopped being just about gay marriage and stuff. This is just for everyone.
That saying just be yourself and everything will be okay?
Yeah it's a LIE.
Because yeah you should be yourself, don't ever let people change you.
But the world may not accept who you are.
But don't give up.
Fight for what you want. Be who YOU are. Don't be someone you aren't.
Don't be an American cookie cutter.
When I was in the third grade I thought that I was gay
‘Cause I could draw, my uncle was, and I kept my room straight
I told my mom tears rushing down my face
She’s like “Ben you've loved girls since before pre-k tripping,”
Yeah, I guess she had a point, didn’t she?
Bunch of stereotypes all in my head.
I remember doing the math like, “Yeah, I’m good at little league”
A preconceived idea of what it all meant
For those that liked the same sex
Had the characteristics
The right wing conservatives think it’s a decision
And you can be cured with some treatment and religion
Man made rewiring of a predisposition
Playing god, aw nah here we go
America the brave still fears what we don’t know
And god loves all his children, is somehow forgotten
But we paraphrase a book written thirty-five-hundred years ago
I don’t know
And I can’t change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
I can't change
Even if I try
Even if I wanted to
My love
My love
My love
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
If I was gay, I would think hip-hop hates me
Have you read the YouTube comments lately
"Man, that’s gay" gets dropped on the daily
We become so numb to what we’re saying
A culture founded from oppression
Yet we don’t have acceptance for ‘em
Call each other faggots behind the keys of a message board
A word rooted in hate, yet our genre still ignores it
Gay is synonymous with the lesser
It’s the same hate that’s caused wars from religion
Gender to skin color, the complexion of your pigment
The same fight that led people to walk outs and sit ins
It’s human rights for everybody, there is no difference!
Live on and be yourself
When I was at church they taught me something else
If you preach hate at the service those words aren’t anointed
That holy water that you soak in has been poisoned
When everyone else is more comfortable remaining voiceless
Rather than fighting for humans that have had their rights stolen
I might not be the same, but that’s not important
No freedom till we’re equal, damn right I support it
And I can’t change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
My love
My love
My love
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
We press play, don’t press pause
Progress, march on
With the veil over our eyes
We turn our back on the cause
Till the day that my uncles can be united by law
When kids are walking ‘round the hallway plagued by pain in their heart
A world so hateful some would rather die than be who they are
And a certificate on paper isn’t gonna solve it all
But it’s a damn good place to start
No law is gonna change us
We have to change us
Whatever god you believe in
We come from the same one
Strip away the fear
Underneath it’s all the same love
About time that we raised up
And I can’t change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
I can't change
Even if I try
Even if I wanted to
My love
My love
My love
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love is patient
Love is kind
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is kind
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is kind
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is kind
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient
Love is kind
- "Same Love"
Macklemore & Ryan Lewis
ft. Mary Lambert
Awesome song... Go look it up I you haven't heard.
MusicalLover9816
My speech was over gay marriage and gay rights.
My speech was awesome.
But I want to point out a couple of important things.
Yes I am for gay marriage.
I have a couple of gay and lesbian friends.
I got asked today was I straight because of my speech.
Just because I give a speech supporting them doesn't mean I am one.
White people supported Martin Luther King and they weren't black.
So straight people can support the LBGT community.
I don't like how gay marriage isn't allowed in all states and is illegal in some parts of the world.
I'm just going to talk about the USA though for right now.
Marriage isn't dealing with the church.
Seriously it's not. If it was it ended a long time ago.
Marriage is dealing with the law.
And it's against the constitution to deny and citizen the right to marry.
There is nothing wrong with what they are doing.
Americans just don't like the unknown and the different.
They don't like the people who don't come out all cookie cutter and shxt.
Americans don't like weird.
And gay people are considered weird even if they aren't.
They are just trying to be themselves.
Everyone knows that saying... Just be yourself .
How can you in such a judging society?
Americans are so judgmental.
I mean there is nothing wrong with them. Quit judging them just because of who they are or whom they love.
They are just trying to be themselves and not hide it.
They are showing the world their colors and the world is trying to make everything black and white.
We need the color...
We need the weird...
We need to be different...
Yeah this stopped being just about gay marriage and stuff. This is just for everyone.
That saying just be yourself and everything will be okay?
Yeah it's a LIE.
Because yeah you should be yourself, don't ever let people change you.
But the world may not accept who you are.
But don't give up.
Fight for what you want. Be who YOU are. Don't be someone you aren't.
Don't be an American cookie cutter.
When I was in the third grade I thought that I was gay
‘Cause I could draw, my uncle was, and I kept my room straight
I told my mom tears rushing down my face
She’s like “Ben you've loved girls since before pre-k tripping,”
Yeah, I guess she had a point, didn’t she?
Bunch of stereotypes all in my head.
I remember doing the math like, “Yeah, I’m good at little league”
A preconceived idea of what it all meant
For those that liked the same sex
Had the characteristics
The right wing conservatives think it’s a decision
And you can be cured with some treatment and religion
Man made rewiring of a predisposition
Playing god, aw nah here we go
America the brave still fears what we don’t know
And god loves all his children, is somehow forgotten
But we paraphrase a book written thirty-five-hundred years ago
I don’t know
And I can’t change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
I can't change
Even if I try
Even if I wanted to
My love
My love
My love
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
If I was gay, I would think hip-hop hates me
Have you read the YouTube comments lately
"Man, that’s gay" gets dropped on the daily
We become so numb to what we’re saying
A culture founded from oppression
Yet we don’t have acceptance for ‘em
Call each other faggots behind the keys of a message board
A word rooted in hate, yet our genre still ignores it
Gay is synonymous with the lesser
It’s the same hate that’s caused wars from religion
Gender to skin color, the complexion of your pigment
The same fight that led people to walk outs and sit ins
It’s human rights for everybody, there is no difference!
Live on and be yourself
When I was at church they taught me something else
If you preach hate at the service those words aren’t anointed
That holy water that you soak in has been poisoned
When everyone else is more comfortable remaining voiceless
Rather than fighting for humans that have had their rights stolen
I might not be the same, but that’s not important
No freedom till we’re equal, damn right I support it
And I can’t change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
My love
My love
My love
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
We press play, don’t press pause
Progress, march on
With the veil over our eyes
We turn our back on the cause
Till the day that my uncles can be united by law
When kids are walking ‘round the hallway plagued by pain in their heart
A world so hateful some would rather die than be who they are
And a certificate on paper isn’t gonna solve it all
But it’s a damn good place to start
No law is gonna change us
We have to change us
Whatever god you believe in
We come from the same one
Strip away the fear
Underneath it’s all the same love
About time that we raised up
And I can’t change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
I can't change
Even if I try
Even if I wanted to
My love
My love
My love
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love is patient
Love is kind
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is kind
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is kind
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is kind
(I‘m not crying on Sundays)
Love is patient
Love is kind
- "Same Love"
Macklemore & Ryan Lewis
ft. Mary Lambert
Awesome song... Go look it up I you haven't heard.
MusicalLover9816
Taken
Okay then last night I was gonna do a recommendation list for books and music. I couldn't do that because I got in trouble.
You know stupid teenage shxt.
Talking back, walking away, slamming doors.
She didn't have to take my stuff because the reason she took it was because instead of washing dishes I was messing with my thing.
I was doing this because my MOTHER had texted me.
So instead of asking me what I was doing my stepmother just snatched me thing away and I just got it back.
Yeah I'll do the recommendation list later.
MusicalLover9816
You know stupid teenage shxt.
Talking back, walking away, slamming doors.
She didn't have to take my stuff because the reason she took it was because instead of washing dishes I was messing with my thing.
I was doing this because my MOTHER had texted me.
So instead of asking me what I was doing my stepmother just snatched me thing away and I just got it back.
Yeah I'll do the recommendation list later.
MusicalLover9816
How Stupid Can You Get?
I really thought I was happy missing two blocks of school. But now I'm mad!!! There was a pep rally today. It was spirit week. I would have gone to a pep rally! That's basically no school and just friends! Now I have no school and I cant see my friends. KJ texted me like 'C wants to know where u at' and I was like oh so you're trying to be cool acting like you don't care oh okay. I was really close to texting him in the middle of class so he would get in trouble but I decided against it; I didn't text him back at all. It sucks being at home I'm so bored I thought my mom was going to pick me up but now she cant. She can only pick me up at 2:00 to take me and little man to a family movie night going on at her job but I really would rather go to school. How stupid does that sound?
But you know what sounds stupider? Restricting gay marriage. Yep, I said it. And if this doesn't get you commenting I don't know what will. Gay Marriage should be legal in all states. Every freaking one. You know what forget states. I'm talking it should be legal in every freaking place on Earth. Everywhere. I am so sick of boys in school calling other people gay when they are the ones showing their boxers to every gender by sagging. F***ing hypocrites.
I really want to learn how to climb a tree like Pocahontas.
"Savages?"
"Savage is just a word! You know, a term for people who are...uncivilized."
"Like me."
"Well, when I say uncivilized, what I mean is-" *makes a fool of himself*
"What you mean is, Not Like You."
You think the only people who are people are the people who look and think like you; But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger, you'll learn things you never knew you never knew.
We have no right to judge people for who they are. Or change them. There are places that try to force homosexual people to change. Forced masturbation, all kinds of torture that happens to kids. There are so many books and movies out there telling people about how humans naturally discriminate against things we don't understand. And all we listen to is the smart remarks characters make. I cant stay a Christian if I'm not supposed to support homosexuality. It wont be good when I tell my parents that. Or my youth pastor.
KatCentral
But you know what sounds stupider? Restricting gay marriage. Yep, I said it. And if this doesn't get you commenting I don't know what will. Gay Marriage should be legal in all states. Every freaking one. You know what forget states. I'm talking it should be legal in every freaking place on Earth. Everywhere. I am so sick of boys in school calling other people gay when they are the ones showing their boxers to every gender by sagging. F***ing hypocrites.
I really want to learn how to climb a tree like Pocahontas.
"Savages?"
"Savage is just a word! You know, a term for people who are...uncivilized."
"Like me."
"Well, when I say uncivilized, what I mean is-" *makes a fool of himself*
"What you mean is, Not Like You."
You think the only people who are people are the people who look and think like you; But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger, you'll learn things you never knew you never knew.
We have no right to judge people for who they are. Or change them. There are places that try to force homosexual people to change. Forced masturbation, all kinds of torture that happens to kids. There are so many books and movies out there telling people about how humans naturally discriminate against things we don't understand. And all we listen to is the smart remarks characters make. I cant stay a Christian if I'm not supposed to support homosexuality. It wont be good when I tell my parents that. Or my youth pastor.
KatCentral
Not Playing Hooky
God I waited for a freaking HOUR to ride the bus to school in the freezing cold and it didn't come!!! AN HOUR. I cant feel my toes!!! It HURTS TO WALK. Plus waiting in the cold gave me a serious asthma attack. So I'm at home waiting for my mom to come on her lunch break and pick me and little man up and take me to school at 12:30. I'm not allowed to miss an entire day of school but I'm happy I have like 3 more hours to finish my English essay. Which I should start on...but Victorious is on so... yeah no I think Ill start it in an hour or so after I can feel my ears, toes, and fingers again. Can I tell you how hard it is to type with no feelings in your fingers? Very. Its very hard. I'm so about to eat cinnamon toast crunch (best cereal ever)to feel better.
Plus, I'm being forced to go to this Engineering THING during my summer break. My summer break. For a week I will live on a college campus doing sciency, mathy, stuff. I saw a thing on facebook and people who go there build robots. Robots! I don't know how to build robots! I'm a little honored my science teacher thinks I'm good enough for this program but, jeebus... My only hope is that J is also going because he's smart so maybe he will. A girl can hope.
Did you hear the new Degrassi is on tonight? Cant wait. I hate how they make Part 1 last week then Part 2 this week. Smart media people. They have a brain up in their heads.
And though I hate I have to go to school, at least I get to miss 2 blocks. So I have to watch some dorks give persuasive speeches that they have not prepared for. Yayyy... {----- sarcasm btw.
Cinnamon toast crunch time LATA LOOOOSAS!!!!
KatCentral
Plus, I'm being forced to go to this Engineering THING during my summer break. My summer break. For a week I will live on a college campus doing sciency, mathy, stuff. I saw a thing on facebook and people who go there build robots. Robots! I don't know how to build robots! I'm a little honored my science teacher thinks I'm good enough for this program but, jeebus... My only hope is that J is also going because he's smart so maybe he will. A girl can hope.
Did you hear the new Degrassi is on tonight? Cant wait. I hate how they make Part 1 last week then Part 2 this week. Smart media people. They have a brain up in their heads.
And though I hate I have to go to school, at least I get to miss 2 blocks. So I have to watch some dorks give persuasive speeches that they have not prepared for. Yayyy... {----- sarcasm btw.
Cinnamon toast crunch time LATA LOOOOSAS!!!!
KatCentral
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
BADA$$
If you wonder why I'm posting so much its cause I probably wont for a while I need to find computer access. And I have two laptops at home, I mean, they aren't mine but they are in my house. But anyway little man always takes the blue one and the purple one doesn't have Chrome and I draw the line at using Internet Explorer. SO folks whats going on? I'm tired, I need a nap. But I don't do naps I always think something exciting is going to happen when I'm asleep so i have to stay awake.
OH
Instead of talking about naps Ill say that yesterday in Spanish Class we were done with our stuff so this guy JCB was teaching us to juggle and I didn't try but I stole a ball and gave it to JDYN and she hid it and JCB said okay Kat where'd my ball go I said i don't know. He didn't believe me so he was like stand up so i did and held out my arms
This guy was like "pat her down" I said "Don't be shy" And i think i sounded bada$$ cause everyone got quiet like "OMG did she just say that" when really I was only quoting a movie but okay. I'm kinda afraid to go in there tomorrow but we shall see whats gonna happen.
But ill be okay. Im bada$$ ;)
KatCentral
OH
Instead of talking about naps Ill say that yesterday in Spanish Class we were done with our stuff so this guy JCB was teaching us to juggle and I didn't try but I stole a ball and gave it to JDYN and she hid it and JCB said okay Kat where'd my ball go I said i don't know. He didn't believe me so he was like stand up so i did and held out my arms
This guy was like "pat her down" I said "Don't be shy" And i think i sounded bada$$ cause everyone got quiet like "OMG did she just say that" when really I was only quoting a movie but okay. I'm kinda afraid to go in there tomorrow but we shall see whats gonna happen.
But ill be okay. Im bada$$ ;)
KatCentral
J
So I really am just hating him. I mean, do you like me or don't you? Just tell me so I can get over you.
Marshall Lee take me away....and like hes the only guy I'm fangirling i cant stand fan girls but Marshall Lee rocks
I know why you're mad at me,
I've got demon eyes
And they're staring right through your anatomy
Right through your fears
I'm not from here
I'm from the nightosphere
To me you're clear
Transparent
You've got a thing for me
Its apparent
-Marshall Lee
I know he notices me. Its impossible not to. Not cause I wear eyeliner and eye shadow and red lipstick and mascara. Its cause me and my friends are the loudest ones in the lunchroom. (BTW I don't wear makeup except for eye shadow like once a week) So just...ugh...
The good thing that happened today? We had an assembly so I didn't have to do anything first block. But i had to deal with me talking to this guy and J, walking a few steps ahead of me, turned around when we both laugh then immediately looks forward again. Mmhm. Okay. BE THAT WAY
Just blowing off steam. Ill be okay tomorrow.
KatCentral
Marshall Lee take me away....and like hes the only guy I'm fangirling i cant stand fan girls but Marshall Lee rocks
I know why you're mad at me,
I've got demon eyes
And they're staring right through your anatomy
Right through your fears
I'm not from here
I'm from the nightosphere
To me you're clear
Transparent
You've got a thing for me
Its apparent
-Marshall Lee
I know he notices me. Its impossible not to. Not cause I wear eyeliner and eye shadow and red lipstick and mascara. Its cause me and my friends are the loudest ones in the lunchroom. (BTW I don't wear makeup except for eye shadow like once a week) So just...ugh...
The good thing that happened today? We had an assembly so I didn't have to do anything first block. But i had to deal with me talking to this guy and J, walking a few steps ahead of me, turned around when we both laugh then immediately looks forward again. Mmhm. Okay. BE THAT WAY
Just blowing off steam. Ill be okay tomorrow.
KatCentral
KJ and C
So I'm sitting in the last class of the day and I'm just like ugh...
See, I'm in my "eat a d*ck" attitude cause its that time of the month and I'm just not good to put up with BS today but of course i did anyway cause this is high school. So in 2nd block my friend KJ and his friend C r being complete dorks and bothering the hell out of me, putting my binder on the top of the teachers tin...closet...THING. And i couldn't reach it cause I'm too short and they are trying to be thugs and I'm here like
If you don't f***ing give me my f***ing binder right f***ing now I will f***ing shove my foot so far up your a$$ it will come out your mouth
And they laugh. Both boys laugh. I was not kidding
So I got it back and they were trying to be cute like
Aww Kat are you mad at me?
And I'm like
No leave me alone i have 15 minutes to finish this work
Then I find out that MusicLover left early
This is what I call a crap day
And then KJ and C say
Dang Kat you cuss like every other word
And here i am,
Yeah, why do you think that is??
I just cant wait to get home and eat some girl scout cookies and zone out in front of the TV cause my mom wont be home until 9 tonight.
I need some cookies, dammit
KatCentral
P.S. KJ and C have a crush on me I dont like them half of the time they are so ignorant. I don't know why Im friends with ignorant boys... I need to talk about J on a different post.
See, I'm in my "eat a d*ck" attitude cause its that time of the month and I'm just not good to put up with BS today but of course i did anyway cause this is high school. So in 2nd block my friend KJ and his friend C r being complete dorks and bothering the hell out of me, putting my binder on the top of the teachers tin...closet...THING. And i couldn't reach it cause I'm too short and they are trying to be thugs and I'm here like
If you don't f***ing give me my f***ing binder right f***ing now I will f***ing shove my foot so far up your a$$ it will come out your mouth
And they laugh. Both boys laugh. I was not kidding
So I got it back and they were trying to be cute like
Aww Kat are you mad at me?
And I'm like
No leave me alone i have 15 minutes to finish this work
Then I find out that MusicLover left early
This is what I call a crap day
And then KJ and C say
Dang Kat you cuss like every other word
And here i am,
Yeah, why do you think that is??
I just cant wait to get home and eat some girl scout cookies and zone out in front of the TV cause my mom wont be home until 9 tonight.
I need some cookies, dammit
KatCentral
P.S. KJ and C have a crush on me I dont like them half of the time they are so ignorant. I don't know why Im friends with ignorant boys... I need to talk about J on a different post.
Ouch
I woke up this morning and I could feel it being a bad day.
So I got up ten minutes late. So I only had 20 minutes to do my hair, change clothes, and all my other stuff.
I totally already thought I was late because my stepmother kept saying my name and my brothers name but he doesn't leave until like 20 minutes after me.
We go to different schools and men is farther away so I have to wake up and get to the bus stop.
So I took my time getting up and then I realized it was still before my bus came and I started to hurry.
So I leave my house late everyday. My parents know I set an alarm for a certain time but that is for me to know that I'm getting close. I still allow myself about 4 minutes after that before I become late.
So they heard my alarm and just started to rush me and rush me and rush me.
I got out the house and didn't have a headband on my head so I had to out one on. I had a book in my hands though so when I put my headband on- BAM!
The corner of the book hit me right in the eye. It hurts so bad.
I couldn't open it.
I had tears coming from that eye.
I still had to walk to the bus stop.
And it was cold.
So I walked with my eyes closed just peeking every once in a while to make sure I wasn't too close to the edge or that I was going the right way.
I don't know how to wink so yeah.
And I was already kind of mad at the world and depressed cause of yesterday.
So I got on the bus put in my earphones and listened to my Bad Day playlist.
Yes I have a playlist for when I have a bad day.
And I kept my eyes closed because me eye was still hurting.
So I got to school and was all calm and quiet.
Kat asked me what was wrong and I told her.
Blah blah blah...
So comet second class... Science.
Well yeah here I was taking notes. I look down to write and look back up and my eye is blurry.
Go to the nurse.
Tells me to call my stepmom.
So I did and now I am at home doing my Algebra 2 homework from yesterday.
My eye is a little swollen.
It's blurry still but I need to get this homework done.
Yeah so really I don't know if they day gets worse or not but wow.
I can't even tell you how bad my morning has been.
I've just been sad.
But yeah now I'm hurt.
Stupid eye.
Stupid book.
MusicalLover9816
So I got up ten minutes late. So I only had 20 minutes to do my hair, change clothes, and all my other stuff.
I totally already thought I was late because my stepmother kept saying my name and my brothers name but he doesn't leave until like 20 minutes after me.
We go to different schools and men is farther away so I have to wake up and get to the bus stop.
So I took my time getting up and then I realized it was still before my bus came and I started to hurry.
So I leave my house late everyday. My parents know I set an alarm for a certain time but that is for me to know that I'm getting close. I still allow myself about 4 minutes after that before I become late.
So they heard my alarm and just started to rush me and rush me and rush me.
I got out the house and didn't have a headband on my head so I had to out one on. I had a book in my hands though so when I put my headband on- BAM!
The corner of the book hit me right in the eye. It hurts so bad.
I couldn't open it.
I had tears coming from that eye.
I still had to walk to the bus stop.
And it was cold.
So I walked with my eyes closed just peeking every once in a while to make sure I wasn't too close to the edge or that I was going the right way.
I don't know how to wink so yeah.
And I was already kind of mad at the world and depressed cause of yesterday.
So I got on the bus put in my earphones and listened to my Bad Day playlist.
Yes I have a playlist for when I have a bad day.
And I kept my eyes closed because me eye was still hurting.
So I got to school and was all calm and quiet.
Kat asked me what was wrong and I told her.
Blah blah blah...
So comet second class... Science.
Well yeah here I was taking notes. I look down to write and look back up and my eye is blurry.
Go to the nurse.
Tells me to call my stepmom.
So I did and now I am at home doing my Algebra 2 homework from yesterday.
My eye is a little swollen.
It's blurry still but I need to get this homework done.
Yeah so really I don't know if they day gets worse or not but wow.
I can't even tell you how bad my morning has been.
I've just been sad.
But yeah now I'm hurt.
Stupid eye.
Stupid book.
MusicalLover9816
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
When Can I Find Me Again?
I feel like crying.
Today is Tuesday so Pretty Little Liars and The Lying Game came on today. I always watch so yeah.
I had a decent day at school. Not to bad, not really good.
I got home and I had homework for two classes.
One was Economics or whatever it's called.
The other was math. Well Algebra 2 and right now I am not doing so well in that class.
So I started doing my Economics first because it was definitions and questions. I had like three different things for math to do because we have a test next class.
So the Economics homework wasn't as easy as I though and took me until like 15 minutes before Pretty Little Liars came on.
So I was folding clothes in that 15 minutes and then put them up and returned them to their owners.
I never fold my clothes because it takes up time when I could just do it later. I have been so busy that I now have like this huge chair filled with clothes. So while PLL was on I was trying to pay attention and do my math homework.
I was doing problems during the commercials.
So then The Lying Game came on and my parents had to go somewhere. Don't ask my where because they never tell. They just come in and say "Hey watch my kids."
I said okay because I don't really mind it.
My stepmother had given them a cupcake so they were all super hyper and running everywhere and it was so LOUD!
So then they came back and we ate dinner and stuff.
So then I went to get in the shower. I was texting Kat and my mom.
I got out the shower and my parents were sleep but their children weren't. I didn't want my siblings to wake them up because my Dad had to leave soon anyways because he works nights .
So I tried to please their needs. But then my little brother ran into a wall playing in the dark and when he started crying my stepmother woke up.
She dealt with him and I was in the kitchen looking for something to snack on.
My stepmother just up and decided to stop buying me and my older brother snacks. There was nothing in there but like a thing of cupcakes I am not supposed to eat.
So I just got some water but when I was in there my stepmother came in there and saw me and said "You and _________ (my older brother) clean the kitchen up." This was an hour before 11:00.
But then she turned and walked back to where everyone's room was so I thought she was going to tell my brother since she was back there.
She didn't.
Then she got mad at me because I didn't go tell him.
So I went to get him and I grabbed my iPod. I mean music makes everything fun.
And seriously I love music and do everything with music. Music is a piece of me. What I listen to describes me.
She snatched my iPod out my hand saying how I didn't need it to wash dishes.
I nodded and said okay.
I didn't really care if I got the dishes don't quickly I could go read. I set aside a time for myself to read every night for an hour before I go to sleep. I like to read and always end up with a lot of books from the library so when my life started getting busy I started my reading hour. From ten to eleven.
This was cutting into my reading hour.
So we finished the dishes and my brother left and I started to wipe the counters down. They were filthy. I swear I wanted to throw up just looking at it. Much less trying to get it off.
I didn't mind that.
During this time my father left... Didn't saying anything to me.
So now it's 10:30.
I'm happy I can get some time to read.
Then my friend/sister (she is a friend but practically my sister) texted me.
She sent me a picture of this book she had been trying to get for the longest.
So I sent her a picture of these t - shirts that I had told her about for my schools GSA club.
I must have told her LBGT when I told her about the t - shirts because she goes that says GSA not LBGT.
I wanted to choke her.
I can't believe she actually said that to me.
Why does it matter they are both working for the same cause and trying to reach the same goal. Does it really matter that there acronyms don't match?
God I swear I wanted to scream.
So I told her that it was almost the same thing and she goes I guess.
I got so annoyed. She doesn't have to buy the t - shirt. No one told her she had to get the t - shirt.
I just was telling her about it because she doesn't like how members of the LBGT community are treated.
Her attitude towards the t - shirt just had me ready to punch her.
I left her alone after that. I didn't feel like dealing with it.
So then I went in my room and there is like a mountain of clothes for me to fold on my bed. No basket.
I looked at the book I was going to read and just shook my head.
To add on to that. I have a speech due this week. I am kinda prepared for it but not really. I have to do a monologue in another class. I don't really like what I have done so far and it's due tomorrow. I have to finish my math homework and find a way to get my grade up from an F. And then whatever else the world wants to drop on me. My head hurts.
I'm just so stressed right now trying to keep up with everything. I can't find time to do things for me.
I'm doing stuff for friends and for family and for school.
What can I do for me?
I barely have any time to just sit and relax. I'm trying to keep my grades up. Trying to make sure my room looks semi - decent. Doing the things my stepmother says. And dealing with my friends and just peer pressure and stuff.
I just want to get away. Have a day that's totally to myself so I can just relax and calm down.
Maybe this why I have high blood pressure.
Not trying to sound old right there or nothing.
I just want to know...
When can I find me again?
Sometimes I just want to curl up in a dark corner and die.
MusicalLover9816
Today is Tuesday so Pretty Little Liars and The Lying Game came on today. I always watch so yeah.
I had a decent day at school. Not to bad, not really good.
I got home and I had homework for two classes.
One was Economics or whatever it's called.
The other was math. Well Algebra 2 and right now I am not doing so well in that class.
So I started doing my Economics first because it was definitions and questions. I had like three different things for math to do because we have a test next class.
So the Economics homework wasn't as easy as I though and took me until like 15 minutes before Pretty Little Liars came on.
So I was folding clothes in that 15 minutes and then put them up and returned them to their owners.
I never fold my clothes because it takes up time when I could just do it later. I have been so busy that I now have like this huge chair filled with clothes. So while PLL was on I was trying to pay attention and do my math homework.
I was doing problems during the commercials.
So then The Lying Game came on and my parents had to go somewhere. Don't ask my where because they never tell. They just come in and say "Hey watch my kids."
I said okay because I don't really mind it.
My stepmother had given them a cupcake so they were all super hyper and running everywhere and it was so LOUD!
So then they came back and we ate dinner and stuff.
So then I went to get in the shower. I was texting Kat and my mom.
I got out the shower and my parents were sleep but their children weren't. I didn't want my siblings to wake them up because my Dad had to leave soon anyways because he works nights .
So I tried to please their needs. But then my little brother ran into a wall playing in the dark and when he started crying my stepmother woke up.
She dealt with him and I was in the kitchen looking for something to snack on.
My stepmother just up and decided to stop buying me and my older brother snacks. There was nothing in there but like a thing of cupcakes I am not supposed to eat.
So I just got some water but when I was in there my stepmother came in there and saw me and said "You and _________ (my older brother) clean the kitchen up." This was an hour before 11:00.
But then she turned and walked back to where everyone's room was so I thought she was going to tell my brother since she was back there.
She didn't.
Then she got mad at me because I didn't go tell him.
So I went to get him and I grabbed my iPod. I mean music makes everything fun.
And seriously I love music and do everything with music. Music is a piece of me. What I listen to describes me.
She snatched my iPod out my hand saying how I didn't need it to wash dishes.
I nodded and said okay.
I didn't really care if I got the dishes don't quickly I could go read. I set aside a time for myself to read every night for an hour before I go to sleep. I like to read and always end up with a lot of books from the library so when my life started getting busy I started my reading hour. From ten to eleven.
This was cutting into my reading hour.
So we finished the dishes and my brother left and I started to wipe the counters down. They were filthy. I swear I wanted to throw up just looking at it. Much less trying to get it off.
I didn't mind that.
During this time my father left... Didn't saying anything to me.
So now it's 10:30.
I'm happy I can get some time to read.
Then my friend/sister (she is a friend but practically my sister) texted me.
She sent me a picture of this book she had been trying to get for the longest.
So I sent her a picture of these t - shirts that I had told her about for my schools GSA club.
I must have told her LBGT when I told her about the t - shirts because she goes that says GSA not LBGT.
I wanted to choke her.
I can't believe she actually said that to me.
Why does it matter they are both working for the same cause and trying to reach the same goal. Does it really matter that there acronyms don't match?
God I swear I wanted to scream.
So I told her that it was almost the same thing and she goes I guess.
I got so annoyed. She doesn't have to buy the t - shirt. No one told her she had to get the t - shirt.
I just was telling her about it because she doesn't like how members of the LBGT community are treated.
Her attitude towards the t - shirt just had me ready to punch her.
I left her alone after that. I didn't feel like dealing with it.
So then I went in my room and there is like a mountain of clothes for me to fold on my bed. No basket.
I looked at the book I was going to read and just shook my head.
To add on to that. I have a speech due this week. I am kinda prepared for it but not really. I have to do a monologue in another class. I don't really like what I have done so far and it's due tomorrow. I have to finish my math homework and find a way to get my grade up from an F. And then whatever else the world wants to drop on me. My head hurts.
I'm just so stressed right now trying to keep up with everything. I can't find time to do things for me.
I'm doing stuff for friends and for family and for school.
What can I do for me?
I barely have any time to just sit and relax. I'm trying to keep my grades up. Trying to make sure my room looks semi - decent. Doing the things my stepmother says. And dealing with my friends and just peer pressure and stuff.
I just want to get away. Have a day that's totally to myself so I can just relax and calm down.
Maybe this why I have high blood pressure.
Not trying to sound old right there or nothing.
I just want to know...
When can I find me again?
Sometimes I just want to curl up in a dark corner and die.
MusicalLover9816
Monday, February 18, 2013
Rant
Okay so I just saw Beautiful Creatures with Kat and her brother. Haha... They were funny and ate all the Skittles I didn't want.
All of this next part will be telling about the movie so if you wanted to see it and you haven't then don't read.
*SPOILER ALERT*
So I am so upset with this movie. OMG what were the people thinking. Lets list the parts I didn't like.
1. He found the locket to early and without Lena
2. Amma was the librarian when Mariam wasn't even in there.
3. Macon was nice to him the first time and didn't do some spell to make him sound crazy.
4. MACON ISN'T A F**CKING CASTOR HE IS A INCUBUS!!!!
5. Ridley and Link... That idk what that was that they did but Jesus someone did them wrong too.
6. The part where they held a meeting to kick Lena out of school. Sarafine wasn't supposed to show and ugh it was held at the school. And Lena was there.
7. Oh... Yeah the part where ETHAN LOSES HIS MEMORY! How dare they!?!?! When the hell was that ever in the book.
8. Lena's Mom, Sarafine. Okay let me just say that I really wanted to see what she looked like and all she was was like a dark spirit. In the book it was just... It was just idk better.
9. The entire ending from Ethan losing his mind to the end.
10. Their accents... The book said Ethan and Lena were proper.
So after Ethan lost his mind I was like so confused because that never ever happened and I didn't know how they were going to do the ending after that. So I just sat back and watched. More like squirmed and got annoyed.
So I was so mad they made Ethan lose his memory like wtf is that?
So then when Amma was like are you inviting Lena over for Christmas and Ethan said Lena who? I started to tear up.
Let me tell you something. I don't cry... Not at all... I just don't and I blinked my tears back.
So then how they did Lena's party I was like whaaaaa-
So then the scene where Lena covers the moon and like turns her mother into a tree.
Okay how are they going to make a second movie after that? If they don't finish this series I will be so upset.
I'm all like ugh...
Because in the book Ridley has a hold on Link and they plan a birthday party inviting the whole school for Lena. And so Lena leaving the house could put her in danger but her cousin Larkin (who is a dark castor in disguise) talks Macon into it.
So then Sarafine shows up with some other dark people mainly Macon's brother who's name I can't remember. They have this like force around them and Ethan is just watching from the outside.
Macon's brother kills him and then *SPOILER ALERT FOR SECOND BOOK* Sarafine kills Ethan.
So after that Lena brings him back using the same curse as Genevieve. That makes the moon wait another year.
So the entire ending had me so pissed off.
And oh... Yeah Ethan's dad tried to kill himself. Yeah that's how Sarafine got Ethan away at first to get Lena by herself. I can't really remember I'm trying to think. And so his dad ended up in the crazy house not Link's mom.
I did like some things about the movie.
1. I like how they showed Lena writing on her walls.
2. Since they did take away his memory I did like how he gained it back and how he yelled Lena at the end.
3. I like how they portrayed their eyes under the other eyes. And that glowing liquid thing they had.
4. I like how they did Amma's back for when she was talking to the spirits. The gold tattoos and stuff.
The movie if it wasn't connected to the book was good. But this was just like the Harry Potter... The fifth one. Nothing like the book. Well I think it was the fifth one. The fifth or sixth I can't remember. My head hurts from crying.
Yeah the end of the movie made me cry but not happy tears. I was pissed at the movie for changing the books on my. I was upset with that movie.
That's all I have. Ugh... I'm so going to sleep now.
MusicalLover9816
All of this next part will be telling about the movie so if you wanted to see it and you haven't then don't read.
*SPOILER ALERT*
So I am so upset with this movie. OMG what were the people thinking. Lets list the parts I didn't like.
1. He found the locket to early and without Lena
2. Amma was the librarian when Mariam wasn't even in there.
3. Macon was nice to him the first time and didn't do some spell to make him sound crazy.
4. MACON ISN'T A F**CKING CASTOR HE IS A INCUBUS!!!!
5. Ridley and Link... That idk what that was that they did but Jesus someone did them wrong too.
6. The part where they held a meeting to kick Lena out of school. Sarafine wasn't supposed to show and ugh it was held at the school. And Lena was there.
7. Oh... Yeah the part where ETHAN LOSES HIS MEMORY! How dare they!?!?! When the hell was that ever in the book.
8. Lena's Mom, Sarafine. Okay let me just say that I really wanted to see what she looked like and all she was was like a dark spirit. In the book it was just... It was just idk better.
9. The entire ending from Ethan losing his mind to the end.
10. Their accents... The book said Ethan and Lena were proper.
So after Ethan lost his mind I was like so confused because that never ever happened and I didn't know how they were going to do the ending after that. So I just sat back and watched. More like squirmed and got annoyed.
So I was so mad they made Ethan lose his memory like wtf is that?
So then when Amma was like are you inviting Lena over for Christmas and Ethan said Lena who? I started to tear up.
Let me tell you something. I don't cry... Not at all... I just don't and I blinked my tears back.
So then how they did Lena's party I was like whaaaaa-
So then the scene where Lena covers the moon and like turns her mother into a tree.
Okay how are they going to make a second movie after that? If they don't finish this series I will be so upset.
I'm all like ugh...
Because in the book Ridley has a hold on Link and they plan a birthday party inviting the whole school for Lena. And so Lena leaving the house could put her in danger but her cousin Larkin (who is a dark castor in disguise) talks Macon into it.
So then Sarafine shows up with some other dark people mainly Macon's brother who's name I can't remember. They have this like force around them and Ethan is just watching from the outside.
Macon's brother kills him and then *SPOILER ALERT FOR SECOND BOOK* Sarafine kills Ethan.
So after that Lena brings him back using the same curse as Genevieve. That makes the moon wait another year.
So the entire ending had me so pissed off.
And oh... Yeah Ethan's dad tried to kill himself. Yeah that's how Sarafine got Ethan away at first to get Lena by herself. I can't really remember I'm trying to think. And so his dad ended up in the crazy house not Link's mom.
I did like some things about the movie.
1. I like how they showed Lena writing on her walls.
2. Since they did take away his memory I did like how he gained it back and how he yelled Lena at the end.
3. I like how they portrayed their eyes under the other eyes. And that glowing liquid thing they had.
4. I like how they did Amma's back for when she was talking to the spirits. The gold tattoos and stuff.
The movie if it wasn't connected to the book was good. But this was just like the Harry Potter... The fifth one. Nothing like the book. Well I think it was the fifth one. The fifth or sixth I can't remember. My head hurts from crying.
Yeah the end of the movie made me cry but not happy tears. I was pissed at the movie for changing the books on my. I was upset with that movie.
That's all I have. Ugh... I'm so going to sleep now.
MusicalLover9816
Sleepy
Okay so since its Presidents Day I guess I should say something about Presidents. Yeah they suck. All of them. They all have one sucky flaw.
So I don't like Bill Clinton especially. He was the one who signed the Don't Ask Don't Tell Law about gays being in the military. I thought that was so wrong.
I love that Obama repealed it.
Okay so yeah that's your presidents cramp for you.
It's just that right now I am sleepy as hell and just don't wanna do anything.
Today I swear I'm not doing anything.
I just wanna lay in my bed.
Don't feel like picking up the phone.
So leave a message at the tone.
Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything.
Nothing at all.
- Lazy Song by Bruno Mars
Okay so I'm supposed to be going to see so and so movie with Kat today.
I'm excited and won't tell you the name until later.
So I guess I need to start getting ready. Even though I have like three hours.
Eh... I am a girl gotta take a shower, do hair, and find the perfect outfit.
But the tomboy in my is ready to throw on a sweatshirt and jeans. God if I had some Uggs it would be all over.
MusicalLover9816
So I don't like Bill Clinton especially. He was the one who signed the Don't Ask Don't Tell Law about gays being in the military. I thought that was so wrong.
I love that Obama repealed it.
Okay so yeah that's your presidents cramp for you.
It's just that right now I am sleepy as hell and just don't wanna do anything.
Today I swear I'm not doing anything.
I just wanna lay in my bed.
Don't feel like picking up the phone.
So leave a message at the tone.
Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything.
Nothing at all.
- Lazy Song by Bruno Mars
Okay so I'm supposed to be going to see so and so movie with Kat today.
I'm excited and won't tell you the name until later.
So I guess I need to start getting ready. Even though I have like three hours.
Eh... I am a girl gotta take a shower, do hair, and find the perfect outfit.
But the tomboy in my is ready to throw on a sweatshirt and jeans. God if I had some Uggs it would be all over.
MusicalLover9816
Friday, February 15, 2013
And, uh, yeah
Yeah people, I see you looking at our page. At least one f***ing comment. Im so tired of typing and no one caring. If you read, comment. I know you mofos have your little opinions. You have a brain up in your head. Type. Press enter. Follow. Its not hard.
Really about to curse you all out...
KatCentral
Really about to curse you all out...
KatCentral
Wanna see my old Journals???
October 5,
2012
I’m pretty
sure I’m just writing this to be difficult. But hey to the yay there’s no drama
so far this year. Who knew? I mean…so far. Except for JB. Why do I hang
with her? And that thing at lunch today with J so nothing else to say about
that. Plus I wanna find A!!! My pen pal! Haven’t seen her. Can’t wait to go
back for x-mas!!! Then I’ll get to see dad and K** (stepmom) again, yayyy!!!
January 23,
2013
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| Sorry, folks, blocked him out |
This is so stupid!
Why can’t I man…woman…up and talk to himmmmmm!!!! Ughhhhhh…MusicLover went and took
this picture… jeebus Kat you suck seriously get hit by a bus….and I’m telling
myself to get hit by a bus….I AM NOT DELUSIONAL.
Propaganda and I agree on…
- · Fire-baptized battle rapper who is heavily influenced by folk music and has found creative freedom in poetry. Combo is strange, I know
- · Sarcasm is really the only time people tell the truth
- · Some people find it illogical, for some reason, to think that a perfectly designed world screams of a designer
- · Ancient Egyptian astronomers have a far greater understanding of outer space than we do and yet America is so drunk on arrogance and racism that we would rather credit these accomplishments to ALIENS than to admit we are not the smartest civilization that ever lived.
- · It’s a much better idea to shut your mouth when you don’t know what you’re talking about than to validate what everyone already thinks of you
- · God became a man to save us and we still can’t explain pyramids
- · Do not lower expectations or the culture
- · The Roman Empire fell because of lowered expectations. We, the Romans, fed each other to LIONS for entertainment
- · Humans, seem to be hopelessly selfish, were led to their own demise, and bent on their own self destruction
- · I am worrying about J
January 24,
2013
I think it’s
great J likes M. I don’t care. He was never mine anyway. Remember Kat,
1. He’s
replaceable
2. I am not
I’ll just
watch The Hunchback of Notre Dame…that’ll cheer me up. SANCTUARY!!!! God help
the outcasts, you know. Even though being an outcast, as far as I’m concerned,
is awesome.
Hands touch,
eyes meet; Sudden silence, sudden heat; Hearts leap in a giddy whirl; He could be that boy;
But I'm not that girl
Don't dream too far; Don't lose sight of who you are; Don't remember that rush of joy; He could be that boy;
I'm not that girl
Every so often we long to steal; To the land of what might have been; But that doesn't soften the ache we feel; When reality sets back in
Blithe smile, lithe limb; She is winsome, she wins him; Black hair with a gentle curl; That's the girl he chose; And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl
Don't wish, don't start; Wishing only wounds the heart; I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl; There's a girl; I know He loves her so;
I'm not that girl
But I'm not that girl
Don't dream too far; Don't lose sight of who you are; Don't remember that rush of joy; He could be that boy;
I'm not that girl
Every so often we long to steal; To the land of what might have been; But that doesn't soften the ache we feel; When reality sets back in
Blithe smile, lithe limb; She is winsome, she wins him; Black hair with a gentle curl; That's the girl he chose; And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl
Don't wish, don't start; Wishing only wounds the heart; I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl; There's a girl; I know He loves her so;
I'm not that girl
January 25, 2013
For some reason I cant explain; I know St. Peter wont call my name; never an honest word, but that was when i ruled the world
That was a good talent show. Maybe Ill do it next year. WHAT ill be doing i have no idea, but its something to think about. And JB KNEW about J and M the entire time. Its not official of course...but...I think he likes her... or at least he likes her more than me...UGHHHH i hate being this way.
KatCentral
For some reason I cant explain; I know St. Peter wont call my name; never an honest word, but that was when i ruled the world
That was a good talent show. Maybe Ill do it next year. WHAT ill be doing i have no idea, but its something to think about. And JB KNEW about J and M the entire time. Its not official of course...but...I think he likes her... or at least he likes her more than me...UGHHHH i hate being this way.
KatCentral
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Stepmonster
I'm going to rant about my stepmother now.
Okay so I just finished washing dishes right and I went in my room so I could watch tv. This show I wanted to see is on and I had finished right before it came on.
So this raggedy a** bitxh just got on to me about not rinsing out her dishes and apparently not putting them in the dishwasher right. But she doesn't EVER rinse out her dishes. She leaves the shxt sitting there for days before doing something about it and I finally got tired if that and started doing it everyday. And she wants to get onto me? She can go gfita. Not telling what that means. So then she was like get this kitchen cleaned and she is yelling and shxt. And using my middle name and she is just talking to me and i wasnt even the one who loaded the dishwasher. my brother did i was just in there rinsing. And so I went over there and didn't say anything but I sat in the floor so I could try to calm down cause my leg was shaking and so them she turns around and sees me. So then she yells get off the floor. And I just got up turned on the water and shut my mouth. I am trying so hard to leave my house this weekend. I don't feel like being here and after this shxt I don't want to be.
You know that moment when u are getting yelled at and you have all these come - backs and you can't say them.
That was me.
She doesn't deserve to get mad at me so wtvr she can go somewhere.
All I'm thinking is ... I wanna go somewhere I wanna go somewhere I wanna go somewhere.
Ugh and then I missed the end of my show.
MusicalLover9816
Okay so I just finished washing dishes right and I went in my room so I could watch tv. This show I wanted to see is on and I had finished right before it came on.
So this raggedy a** bitxh just got on to me about not rinsing out her dishes and apparently not putting them in the dishwasher right. But she doesn't EVER rinse out her dishes. She leaves the shxt sitting there for days before doing something about it and I finally got tired if that and started doing it everyday. And she wants to get onto me? She can go gfita. Not telling what that means. So then she was like get this kitchen cleaned and she is yelling and shxt. And using my middle name and she is just talking to me and i wasnt even the one who loaded the dishwasher. my brother did i was just in there rinsing. And so I went over there and didn't say anything but I sat in the floor so I could try to calm down cause my leg was shaking and so them she turns around and sees me. So then she yells get off the floor. And I just got up turned on the water and shut my mouth. I am trying so hard to leave my house this weekend. I don't feel like being here and after this shxt I don't want to be.
You know that moment when u are getting yelled at and you have all these come - backs and you can't say them.
That was me.
She doesn't deserve to get mad at me so wtvr she can go somewhere.
All I'm thinking is ... I wanna go somewhere I wanna go somewhere I wanna go somewhere.
Ugh and then I missed the end of my show.
MusicalLover9816
My Valentines Days....
So in 4th grade, I had to leave my first school. Ive left a lot of schools in my time so if you need some advice on being "the new kid" I have it. But I really liked my first school. I left it on Valentines Day. Yay... So I cant really say I HATE Valentines Day cause this was what happened:
So I had already told my 4th Grade class that I was leaving that day, so it was so sweet. We had the biggest going away party. I mean, it was for Valentines Day too, but we had never had such a big party. There was cake, cupcakes, cookies, brownies, storebought, homemade, everything. And me being a huge sugar addict, LOVED IT. Heres the thing, I had 1 or 2 good friends but I was kinda a bitxh (I actually still am) and was rude (still am) and was going through a rough time at home so i took it out on some people, and that made people not like me. I was a little bit of an outcast without the bitxhiness because I went to a dual language school and it was really hard for me to learn Spanish. But that day, man, i really felt like they LIKED me. And the class bully (he wasnt really a bully he was just bigger than everyone else) gave me a little stuffed animal/bug thing but it was really cute and it was holding candy too. That was so sweet i still remember it. And my favorite teacher ever, Ms. Diana, (I will remember this for-freaking-ever)pulled me aside, hugged me, and said "this is all for you".
So I cant hate Valentines Day. I can hate that I dont have a Valentine, but I dont really care I can get all the candy I want from my friends; i can hate that I left my school then; I can hate all the mushy, gooshy, pink, red, hearts, and whatever everywhere; But hate the day? No way. Never
Kisses <3
KatCentral
So I had already told my 4th Grade class that I was leaving that day, so it was so sweet. We had the biggest going away party. I mean, it was for Valentines Day too, but we had never had such a big party. There was cake, cupcakes, cookies, brownies, storebought, homemade, everything. And me being a huge sugar addict, LOVED IT. Heres the thing, I had 1 or 2 good friends but I was kinda a bitxh (I actually still am) and was rude (still am) and was going through a rough time at home so i took it out on some people, and that made people not like me. I was a little bit of an outcast without the bitxhiness because I went to a dual language school and it was really hard for me to learn Spanish. But that day, man, i really felt like they LIKED me. And the class bully (he wasnt really a bully he was just bigger than everyone else) gave me a little stuffed animal/bug thing but it was really cute and it was holding candy too. That was so sweet i still remember it. And my favorite teacher ever, Ms. Diana, (I will remember this for-freaking-ever)pulled me aside, hugged me, and said "this is all for you".
So I cant hate Valentines Day. I can hate that I dont have a Valentine, but I dont really care I can get all the candy I want from my friends; i can hate that I left my school then; I can hate all the mushy, gooshy, pink, red, hearts, and whatever everywhere; But hate the day? No way. Never
Kisses <3
KatCentral
Valentines Day
So today is Valentines Day.
I hate Valentines Day.
Why do people dedicate a whole day to telling someone you love them and shxt.
- One I don't believe in love.
The word Love is just meaningless. My friend had this boyfriend and you know they said oh love you and I love you too and guess what they only dated for about two weeks. My father and stepmother have told me like three times they were getting a divorce and then my father goes and says I Love You and buys flowers and think everything is going to be alright and it is but why the hell are you married and you DON'T REALLY LOVE THEM. That is like the worst thing you could do. People take the word love and stomp on it. They make the word love mean nothing. It's just something you tell people now. Boys say it to get into girls pants and girls say it to get stuff from the boys. It means absolutely nothing anymore.
I do believe in the love with you family like your sister and your brother but the girlfriend, wife thing I don't believe in.
- Two: If you really do love someone you would tell them everyday and give them presents and stuff regularly.
So people freak out on Valentines Day trying to find people presents and people kiss and say I Love You and just someone kill me now. There are 365 days in a year why are telling this person on ONE DAY that you love them or you give them presents with little hearts and shxt on it. People who make and sell the Valentines Day crap eat it up. They take your worries and fears about not getting someone something and they push the price up. Add $15 to every dollar you spend on roses any other day and you have the price of roses on Valentines Day. And restaurants. Swear I would want to work on Valentines Day. People going out to dinner and the places be packed.
Them people get off to making you spend more money on Valentines Day.
I am not saying Valentines is the only holiday that does this, most major holidays do this.
I'm upset with Valentines Day because people suddenly decide that they need to tell someone they love them.
YOU CAN DO THAT ON ANY DAY!
WHY IS THIS DAY SPECIAL?
People make this day special.
Christ is born December 25 you can't really say anything about Christmas.
Jesus rose on the third day after the Friday. You can't change Easter but I really wish we didn't have a bunny but I'm not finna get into that.
The United States of America didn't break away from Britain on May 2nd they did it on July 4th. You can't change that.
The Indians didn't teach the Pilgrims to farm and shxt on the first of January. Nope that was in November and now they is a day to be Thankful for that.
All these other holidays have a reason to be there. THIS DAY DOESN'T.
Why do people need one day to tell someone they love them.
You should tell them everyday and mean it.
Really mean it.
Don't just say it to be saying it. Say it everyday. Take them out every week or once a month if you don't have enough money. Don't just wait until Valentines Day to do something special for someone.
I always love the day after Valentines Day because if you go into the stores all the candy and stuff is marked down drastically and I just eat that shxt up.
So I hope everyone has a nice day but don't let this be the only day you tell that special someone you love them or take that person out or buy them a present.
There are 364 other days to do that.
Make use of them.
MusicalLover9816
I hate Valentines Day.
Why do people dedicate a whole day to telling someone you love them and shxt.
- One I don't believe in love.
The word Love is just meaningless. My friend had this boyfriend and you know they said oh love you and I love you too and guess what they only dated for about two weeks. My father and stepmother have told me like three times they were getting a divorce and then my father goes and says I Love You and buys flowers and think everything is going to be alright and it is but why the hell are you married and you DON'T REALLY LOVE THEM. That is like the worst thing you could do. People take the word love and stomp on it. They make the word love mean nothing. It's just something you tell people now. Boys say it to get into girls pants and girls say it to get stuff from the boys. It means absolutely nothing anymore.
I do believe in the love with you family like your sister and your brother but the girlfriend, wife thing I don't believe in.
- Two: If you really do love someone you would tell them everyday and give them presents and stuff regularly.
So people freak out on Valentines Day trying to find people presents and people kiss and say I Love You and just someone kill me now. There are 365 days in a year why are telling this person on ONE DAY that you love them or you give them presents with little hearts and shxt on it. People who make and sell the Valentines Day crap eat it up. They take your worries and fears about not getting someone something and they push the price up. Add $15 to every dollar you spend on roses any other day and you have the price of roses on Valentines Day. And restaurants. Swear I would want to work on Valentines Day. People going out to dinner and the places be packed.
Them people get off to making you spend more money on Valentines Day.
I am not saying Valentines is the only holiday that does this, most major holidays do this.
I'm upset with Valentines Day because people suddenly decide that they need to tell someone they love them.
YOU CAN DO THAT ON ANY DAY!
WHY IS THIS DAY SPECIAL?
People make this day special.
Christ is born December 25 you can't really say anything about Christmas.
Jesus rose on the third day after the Friday. You can't change Easter but I really wish we didn't have a bunny but I'm not finna get into that.
The United States of America didn't break away from Britain on May 2nd they did it on July 4th. You can't change that.
The Indians didn't teach the Pilgrims to farm and shxt on the first of January. Nope that was in November and now they is a day to be Thankful for that.
All these other holidays have a reason to be there. THIS DAY DOESN'T.
Why do people need one day to tell someone they love them.
You should tell them everyday and mean it.
Really mean it.
Don't just say it to be saying it. Say it everyday. Take them out every week or once a month if you don't have enough money. Don't just wait until Valentines Day to do something special for someone.
I always love the day after Valentines Day because if you go into the stores all the candy and stuff is marked down drastically and I just eat that shxt up.
So I hope everyone has a nice day but don't let this be the only day you tell that special someone you love them or take that person out or buy them a present.
There are 364 other days to do that.
Make use of them.
MusicalLover9816
Cliche
I didn't post for the last 2 days cause I swear I had better things to do like homework and shxt but today is valentines day so I kinda have to post. I don't have a valentine...because it is CLICHE. I'll post later dorks...I'm already sick of this and it's 8:35 in the morning. RED AND PINK EVERYWHERE.
Ttfn,
KatCentral
Ttfn,
KatCentral
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Beautiful Creatures
Okay so Beautiful Creatures comes out tomorrow. Super excited. Every time I see the trailer I just get happier. I'm ready to watch and gasp and whatever I am going to do when I watch it.
So I have completed the first two books of the series. They are similar to Twilight and New Moon. Yes both series has their own unique distinction but there is that going down the same path thing.
They both are amazingly good and the second Beautiful Creatures which is titled Beautiful Darkness had me really mad and ready to cuss and I am in class reading and just ugh I had so many emotions while reading this book.
If you haven't read the book or just want to find out when you watch the movie don't read until you see the second row of stars or wtvr they are called.
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I'm going to explain the basics of Beautiful Creatures and not really go into detail because they is a lot and it would take forever. If you want to know everything READ THE BOOK!
Okay so Beautiful Creatures is about a Caster aka witch but better that falls in love with a human. So in Beautiful Creatures Lena aka the Castor comes to live with her Uncle Macon in Gatlin who is the towns recluse or shut in. But really he is an Incubus but he only feeds off dreams and memories. So Lena comes and Ethan aka the human had been having dreams about her and when he sees her he falls in love. People make fun of Lena because she is different and because she is the niece of Macon. So we go father in the book and we meet Lena's family. Lena's cousin who was closest to her is Dark. So in the castor world you can choose Light with is like the good side or Dark which is like the bad side. So anyways her cousin comes and is working for Lena's mom who Lena has been told died but her mom didn't die. She is one of the most powerful Dark Castors. When the Castor turn 16 they ate supposed to choose a side and Lena's birthday is coming up. So there is this group of people who want Lena to leave the school because she is different and they blame her for everything that is going wrong. Ethan has been shunned for his friends except one named Link. So we are gonna skip ahead to Lena's birthday. So on her birthday Lena's mom shows up and wants Lena to go dark and Ethan tries to stop her and then a lot of stuff happens and your thrown into the next book. Lena doesn't choose a side or anything. She has a green eye (like a Light Castor) and a gold eye (like a Dark Castor). Yep so it's sounds confusing. It's not when you read the book. But yeah it's an awesome book.
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All the good books make you feel all types of emotions in one page.
So that's all I'm gonna say right now.
ONE MORE DAY UNTIL BEAUTIFUL CREATURES.
MusicalLover9816
So I have completed the first two books of the series. They are similar to Twilight and New Moon. Yes both series has their own unique distinction but there is that going down the same path thing.
They both are amazingly good and the second Beautiful Creatures which is titled Beautiful Darkness had me really mad and ready to cuss and I am in class reading and just ugh I had so many emotions while reading this book.
If you haven't read the book or just want to find out when you watch the movie don't read until you see the second row of stars or wtvr they are called.
*****************************************************.
I'm going to explain the basics of Beautiful Creatures and not really go into detail because they is a lot and it would take forever. If you want to know everything READ THE BOOK!
Okay so Beautiful Creatures is about a Caster aka witch but better that falls in love with a human. So in Beautiful Creatures Lena aka the Castor comes to live with her Uncle Macon in Gatlin who is the towns recluse or shut in. But really he is an Incubus but he only feeds off dreams and memories. So Lena comes and Ethan aka the human had been having dreams about her and when he sees her he falls in love. People make fun of Lena because she is different and because she is the niece of Macon. So we go father in the book and we meet Lena's family. Lena's cousin who was closest to her is Dark. So in the castor world you can choose Light with is like the good side or Dark which is like the bad side. So anyways her cousin comes and is working for Lena's mom who Lena has been told died but her mom didn't die. She is one of the most powerful Dark Castors. When the Castor turn 16 they ate supposed to choose a side and Lena's birthday is coming up. So there is this group of people who want Lena to leave the school because she is different and they blame her for everything that is going wrong. Ethan has been shunned for his friends except one named Link. So we are gonna skip ahead to Lena's birthday. So on her birthday Lena's mom shows up and wants Lena to go dark and Ethan tries to stop her and then a lot of stuff happens and your thrown into the next book. Lena doesn't choose a side or anything. She has a green eye (like a Light Castor) and a gold eye (like a Dark Castor). Yep so it's sounds confusing. It's not when you read the book. But yeah it's an awesome book.
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All the good books make you feel all types of emotions in one page.
So that's all I'm gonna say right now.
ONE MORE DAY UNTIL BEAUTIFUL CREATURES.
MusicalLover9816
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Moment
Okay so I just had a father - daughter moment with my dad. Yes I know I said I was sick. I am... my evil stepmother made me clean the kitchen up.
Even though I was in bed.
SLEEP!
But whatever I got up to do it cause I don't need her shxt and I really want to do something this weekend so yeah.
So I was drying dishes and my father comes into the kitchen because he has to go to work. (He works at night.)
So he is all sleepy and groggy and here I am his crazy daughter playing music from my iPod and drying dishes.
Let me just tell you I don't have many moments with my dad. In my house I usually stick to myself. In my family you just... It's weird. My family is weird and crazy. Let me just say that, but I am one of the worst.
So let me type the convo.
I will be ML.
And my dad will me PN.
Father walks into the kitchen sleep and groggy and sees his daughter drying dishes and the current song playing is Animal by Neon Trees.
PN: Where's your brother?
ML: Getting in the shower.
(He wasn't I just said that because whenever I do dishes with him it takes longer.)
PN: Okay.
Long pause where he puts his shoes on and gets something to drink.
Hands me a cup of juice.
PN: Fridge
ML: Mmmhmmm
PL: Make sure you get some sleep.
ML: I will.
PN: Tell ____ ______ (my stepmothers name) if you need some medicine.
ML: Yep, but you know she won't give me any.
PN: Yeah I know.
(My stepmother doesn't like giving us medicine. Well if your older than ten which makes no sense but yeah. Trust me when I say she has given my little siblings a lot.)
My father walks over to the door.
ML: Bye Daddy
PN: See you later. Do good in school.
ML: I will.
My father walks out.
So yeah that was a moment for me and my father. Some of you may not think that but that's just how we are.
Maybe if you commented I would understand stuff about you but ya don't so idk.
So yeah no I love you's or anything. Give me credit I called him daddy instead of nothing like I usually do.
So now I am going to sleep and if my evil stepmother wakes me up again I will drop a house on top of her. (Wizard of Oz reference)
MusicalLover9816
Even though I was in bed.
SLEEP!
But whatever I got up to do it cause I don't need her shxt and I really want to do something this weekend so yeah.
So I was drying dishes and my father comes into the kitchen because he has to go to work. (He works at night.)
So he is all sleepy and groggy and here I am his crazy daughter playing music from my iPod and drying dishes.
Let me just tell you I don't have many moments with my dad. In my house I usually stick to myself. In my family you just... It's weird. My family is weird and crazy. Let me just say that, but I am one of the worst.
So let me type the convo.
I will be ML.
And my dad will me PN.
Father walks into the kitchen sleep and groggy and sees his daughter drying dishes and the current song playing is Animal by Neon Trees.
PN: Where's your brother?
ML: Getting in the shower.
(He wasn't I just said that because whenever I do dishes with him it takes longer.)
PN: Okay.
Long pause where he puts his shoes on and gets something to drink.
Hands me a cup of juice.
PN: Fridge
ML: Mmmhmmm
PL: Make sure you get some sleep.
ML: I will.
PN: Tell ____ ______ (my stepmothers name) if you need some medicine.
ML: Yep, but you know she won't give me any.
PN: Yeah I know.
(My stepmother doesn't like giving us medicine. Well if your older than ten which makes no sense but yeah. Trust me when I say she has given my little siblings a lot.)
My father walks over to the door.
ML: Bye Daddy
PN: See you later. Do good in school.
ML: I will.
My father walks out.
So yeah that was a moment for me and my father. Some of you may not think that but that's just how we are.
Maybe if you commented I would understand stuff about you but ya don't so idk.
So yeah no I love you's or anything. Give me credit I called him daddy instead of nothing like I usually do.
So now I am going to sleep and if my evil stepmother wakes me up again I will drop a house on top of her. (Wizard of Oz reference)
MusicalLover9816
Sick
So I was going to post about Pretty Little Liars today but I am sick or whatever. I really love that show and watch every Tuesday as well as The Lying Game. Both of those are awesome book series and shows. Um... I don't have a lot to say.
So I came home and was starting to do my Algebra 2 homework. I got a little done and then turned over and fell asleep. Now I am awake but I feel like throwing up and my head hurts and just ughhhhhhhhhh. I feel like utter crap. Sorry bout this. Tomorrow will be better I hope.
MusicalLover9816
So I came home and was starting to do my Algebra 2 homework. I got a little done and then turned over and fell asleep. Now I am awake but I feel like throwing up and my head hurts and just ughhhhhhhhhh. I feel like utter crap. Sorry bout this. Tomorrow will be better I hope.
MusicalLover9816
Monday, February 11, 2013
Beautiful Darkness
So I already said earlier that I was a fan of Beautiful Creatures. I'm reading the second one right now. I couldn't really get into it at first but The Hunger Games started slow so I just pressed forward and just like The Hunger Games I am addicted and cannot put the book down. I am actually trying to read it right now but I'm mad at it.
Everything from this point will be about the second book so if you haven't read it you might want to just skip this and not read my post.
I am about to rant.
Okay so the beginning of Beautiful Darkness is slow. I totally almost wasn't about to read it. But then I got to the part when Lena jumps on the back of weird dudes bike and I'm like hold up wait a minute let me put some cussing in it. Like ARE YOU SERIOUS. So I like Twilight right and comparing things for people who don't read stuff so I was like what the h*ll. There better not be no f*cking love triangle in this shxt. There isn't. It's more of a square. But Lena does pull an Edward and leaves Ethan for "his protection". No offense but when the f*ck are the paranormals going to figure out that leaving the humans does nothing. NOTHING! Bella still ends up around werewolves and Victoria is hunting her. Plus Laurent comes. Seriously Edward seriously... You have been alive for like 100 years and your stupid enough to pull that move. Now in Beautiful Darkness Lena leaves Ethan because she feels guilty that she killed Macon to save Ethan. But on the 16th Moons it says that you pick a side of your family to go to Light or Dark and whichever side you choose the other dies. So if Lena decides to kill Macon then why the f**k does she think she is dark. YOU KILLED ONE OF THE DARK PEOPLE!!!! And omg this John person. Someone needs to slap him with a knife... Whatever he is. No I'm not done with the book yet. But seriously. Lena needs someone to talk to and he is there but for the love of god someone needs to tell him that Lena isn't giving up Ethan so fast. AND WTF IS HE! Like seriously. And what exactly is Ethan. Is he a Wayward or something else. And Sarafine taking Ridley's powers - whaaaaaaa. I didn't know whether to be happy or sad. I kinda like Ridley even though she broke Link's heart. And the new girl... Dxmn what's her name... Liv *sorry had to go look for her name*. She really likes Ethan. But she can't have them. Ethan and Lena are like Edward and Bella. They are that couple you just don't want to see apart and you feel as though you never see them with anyone else and then these other people come in and you are all like WTF who is this. At least Twilight only had one of those... No Beautiful Darkness had to have two. One for each author. I swear I don't mind Liv as much as I mind John but yeah she wouldn't be getting involved if she didn't like Ethan. But John... John is trying to achieve something or someone has tricked him into believing being with Lena help him get what he wants. Something is up with him that I don't like and I am almost finished so duh of course. He broke up my couple. He is like the A (Pretty Little Liars reference) of Beautiful Darkness. AND OMG! Ethan's mom and Macon.
What what!!!! I was like :-O and had cereal coming out of my mouth. (I was eating cereal). I swear I don't know why that shocked me so bad but I was surprised. And about Sarafine killing Ethan. I knew it but I didn't know how he was alive or exactly certain. I could only guess.
So right now that is all I can think off and all I have read. I can already tell I will be getting more upset by the moment but I have school in the morning so I'm going to sleep.
MusicalLover9816
Everything from this point will be about the second book so if you haven't read it you might want to just skip this and not read my post.
I am about to rant.
Okay so the beginning of Beautiful Darkness is slow. I totally almost wasn't about to read it. But then I got to the part when Lena jumps on the back of weird dudes bike and I'm like hold up wait a minute let me put some cussing in it. Like ARE YOU SERIOUS. So I like Twilight right and comparing things for people who don't read stuff so I was like what the h*ll. There better not be no f*cking love triangle in this shxt. There isn't. It's more of a square. But Lena does pull an Edward and leaves Ethan for "his protection". No offense but when the f*ck are the paranormals going to figure out that leaving the humans does nothing. NOTHING! Bella still ends up around werewolves and Victoria is hunting her. Plus Laurent comes. Seriously Edward seriously... You have been alive for like 100 years and your stupid enough to pull that move. Now in Beautiful Darkness Lena leaves Ethan because she feels guilty that she killed Macon to save Ethan. But on the 16th Moons it says that you pick a side of your family to go to Light or Dark and whichever side you choose the other dies. So if Lena decides to kill Macon then why the f**k does she think she is dark. YOU KILLED ONE OF THE DARK PEOPLE!!!! And omg this John person. Someone needs to slap him with a knife... Whatever he is. No I'm not done with the book yet. But seriously. Lena needs someone to talk to and he is there but for the love of god someone needs to tell him that Lena isn't giving up Ethan so fast. AND WTF IS HE! Like seriously. And what exactly is Ethan. Is he a Wayward or something else. And Sarafine taking Ridley's powers - whaaaaaaa. I didn't know whether to be happy or sad. I kinda like Ridley even though she broke Link's heart. And the new girl... Dxmn what's her name... Liv *sorry had to go look for her name*. She really likes Ethan. But she can't have them. Ethan and Lena are like Edward and Bella. They are that couple you just don't want to see apart and you feel as though you never see them with anyone else and then these other people come in and you are all like WTF who is this. At least Twilight only had one of those... No Beautiful Darkness had to have two. One for each author. I swear I don't mind Liv as much as I mind John but yeah she wouldn't be getting involved if she didn't like Ethan. But John... John is trying to achieve something or someone has tricked him into believing being with Lena help him get what he wants. Something is up with him that I don't like and I am almost finished so duh of course. He broke up my couple. He is like the A (Pretty Little Liars reference) of Beautiful Darkness. AND OMG! Ethan's mom and Macon.
What what!!!! I was like :-O and had cereal coming out of my mouth. (I was eating cereal). I swear I don't know why that shocked me so bad but I was surprised. And about Sarafine killing Ethan. I knew it but I didn't know how he was alive or exactly certain. I could only guess.
So right now that is all I can think off and all I have read. I can already tell I will be getting more upset by the moment but I have school in the morning so I'm going to sleep.
MusicalLover9816
READ OR I WILL FIND YOU AND SLAP YOU
Let me make a few things perfectly clear. We don't have to do this blog. Our inner most secrets will probably wind up on this blog. Those of you who don't have a blog don't know that we can see who looks at our page. We've had almost 200 page views in the past 2 weeks. That's a lot. For now. But we've also had no comments. See folks, it doesn't matter how many page views we THINK we've had. If you dorks don't comment, this is a waste of my time and I promise you, as a high schooler, I have none to waste. I don't like begging, and I'm not. But lemme set something straight. If we don't get comments, I wont post cause trust me when I say I get bored of things real fast. You don't eat stale food, do you?
Me and MusicLover are entertaining enough but us posting to ourselves wont do a shxt load of good to:
1. Entertain you
2. Entertain us
3. Make us famous cause I want that interview with Ellen about this blog.
So take your mouse, you lazy ragamuffin, and click follow, or take a minute of your time to comment, because I want a samich, and i don't need stale bread in my would-be-awesome-samich.
KatCentral24/7
Me and MusicLover are entertaining enough but us posting to ourselves wont do a shxt load of good to:
1. Entertain you
2. Entertain us
3. Make us famous cause I want that interview with Ellen about this blog.
So take your mouse, you lazy ragamuffin, and click follow, or take a minute of your time to comment, because I want a samich, and i don't need stale bread in my would-be-awesome-samich.
KatCentral24/7
COMMENT
You readers can comment. Maybe you have ideas or something. We don't care just nothing negative. We will kindly take every comment into consideration. It can me anonymous... We are.
PLEASE COMMENT WE WANNA HEAR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY.
PLEASE COMMENT WE WANNA HEAR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY.
The Terror of MW
Thanks Kat and let's see... MW...
She was a nice sweet girl but towards the end of seventh grade she began hanging around these two girls and they changed her.
For the worst.
She started caking her face with makeup and just being something different and something the group didn't see her as.
And so K had a bday party...
And I invited MW to the party because she was K's friend. So MW was not able to come and she kept saying it repeatedly and the reason why too.
It annoyed everyone.
So MW didn't show up on the day of the party but she did make her presence known.
This made us mad and we kicked her out of the group.
She just began to hang out with the other girls. And trying to get back in and talk to everyone again.
She told Kat that she was gonna beat me up.
I'd like to see her try.
She didn't of course and we just ignored her.
In eight grade we began trying to be nice to her but she was just mean and cruel. We just didn't reconnect and now no one knows where she is.
The members of the ______ ________ have moved on.
MusicalLover9816
She was a nice sweet girl but towards the end of seventh grade she began hanging around these two girls and they changed her.
For the worst.
She started caking her face with makeup and just being something different and something the group didn't see her as.
And so K had a bday party...
And I invited MW to the party because she was K's friend. So MW was not able to come and she kept saying it repeatedly and the reason why too.
It annoyed everyone.
So MW didn't show up on the day of the party but she did make her presence known.
This made us mad and we kicked her out of the group.
She just began to hang out with the other girls. And trying to get back in and talk to everyone again.
She told Kat that she was gonna beat me up.
I'd like to see her try.
She didn't of course and we just ignored her.
In eight grade we began trying to be nice to her but she was just mean and cruel. We just didn't reconnect and now no one knows where she is.
The members of the ______ ________ have moved on.
MusicalLover9816
Mr. Dorkwad & Friends
So me and MusicLover over here have the same science project. I just turned mine in today but it was so much work and I really don't feel like doing it. I mean, yes, I'm lazy as f*** so the entire time i was complaining my mom didn't even let me go into my room until it was finished i had to work at the hard a$$ dining room table. But I finished it at the end. Mr. Dorkwad, my science teacher, can go stand in front of a cement mixer, I'm so sick of him acting like he can tell us what to do, and we can just do it without any time to do it or any real instruction on it. Then acts like its our fault. He will talk just to hear the sound of his own voice and then send us off to do a lab while we are here like, WTF do we do now?
I'm also supposed to me working on my Communications Speech on Gay Marriage. YES. Gay Marriage should be f***ing allowed everywhere, all the time, 24/7 restricting it is like restricting breathing I cant even describe how mad I am about how America is so drunk on ignorance that we don't allow Gay Marriage in all states. But you'll hear a great post about that later.
Valentines Day. You know its coming, I know its coming, And to be honest, I don't have any feeling for this holiday at all.
Pros and Cons:
Pro: Its on a B day this year, I don't have to see J and M flirting because I don't have class with them then.
Con: Moosy Gooshy Icky couples EVERYWHERE
Con: AS IF I have the time or money to by anyone anything special
Pro: There is a cute story about me Ill share on the actual day
Pro: Candy!!!!! Delish!!!
Con : I have classes that day with 2 guys who have asked me out already. AWK-ward... P.S. I had said no
Con: Teachers want everyone to watch cute movies that leave me squirming with boredom. aka teacher suck
Ill lighten the mood with this picture.
I'm also supposed to me working on my Communications Speech on Gay Marriage. YES. Gay Marriage should be f***ing allowed everywhere, all the time, 24/7 restricting it is like restricting breathing I cant even describe how mad I am about how America is so drunk on ignorance that we don't allow Gay Marriage in all states. But you'll hear a great post about that later.
Valentines Day. You know its coming, I know its coming, And to be honest, I don't have any feeling for this holiday at all.
Pro: Its on a B day this year, I don't have to see J and M flirting because I don't have class with them then.
Con: Moosy Gooshy Icky couples EVERYWHERE
Con: AS IF I have the time or money to by anyone anything special
Pro: There is a cute story about me Ill share on the actual day
Pro: Candy!!!!! Delish!!!
Con : I have classes that day with 2 guys who have asked me out already. AWK-ward... P.S. I had said no
Con: Teachers want everyone to watch cute movies that leave me squirming with boredom. aka teacher suck
Ill lighten the mood with this picture.
Kisses,
KatCentral24/7
7th to 8th
Why thank you MusicLover, I'd love to take over from here. So here ladies and gentlemen, is where it gets interesting. My other bff in 7th grade was a girl named MW. See, at first MW was awesome and funny and she introduced me to a lot of people that are still my friends now. That was a great year 7th grade was. Good teachers and the only thing a little messy was me going out with this guy ill refer to as D, he comes in later too but that was for like a week and not even serious. So yay 7th Grade.
Then, of course 8th grade happened, because that's how school works those of you who don't know. This is when i met MusicLover, her best friend-K, my favorite Mexican-MT, a truly pessimistic girl-Z, and my 2nd favorite Mexican-Micky(that's a lot of names to keep track of, stay with me). Well, K's mom knew how close friends we were(I've never met K's mom but I'm sure shes awesome) and decided to deem us ___ _____. See if i said this name anyone who has gone to our middle school with us would be like HOLY SHXT I KNOW THEM so i wont say the name.
But, now that i think about it, MusicLover and I were in the same science class in 7th Grade. Huh. How about that. MusicLover says we met by me letting her borrow a book(we r both big fans of reading, check posts 'Introduction' and 'My Intro') and i don't remember what book it was. Well either way I'm glad I'm so generous *wink wink*.
So I've given you our names and whatnot, and it was the best thing ever. That was our group, our clique. Best thing ever, I promise you. There's no feeling like being surrounded by your best friends. Between you, me, and the lamppost, MusicLover was voted to be our president, but she handed it to K because she didn't want it. So K was President, MusicLover was Vice P and I was Vice-vice P. And everything was dandy.
Except I had a crush on this guy in the ___ _____, B.
Except so did K.
HELLO Drama101.
Guess who B liked? Hint: not me
So K and B started going out. Secretly. I didn't know. MusicLover did though. And it was MusicLover who convinced me to tell B. In a note. At the end of the day. I bet you re all on the edge of your seat to see how he responded. Oh, he let me down gently, telling me it was never going to happen.
EEEEHHHHH!!!!! Wrong Answer!!!!
He didnt say one word to me. But he did talk to Music Lover, and to her, not my face, called my ugly and annoying. Yeah. You can see why next time i see him Im kicking him. Hard.
ML, wanna share about MW???
KatCentral
Then, of course 8th grade happened, because that's how school works those of you who don't know. This is when i met MusicLover, her best friend-K, my favorite Mexican-MT, a truly pessimistic girl-Z, and my 2nd favorite Mexican-Micky(that's a lot of names to keep track of, stay with me). Well, K's mom knew how close friends we were(I've never met K's mom but I'm sure shes awesome) and decided to deem us ___ _____. See if i said this name anyone who has gone to our middle school with us would be like HOLY SHXT I KNOW THEM so i wont say the name.
But, now that i think about it, MusicLover and I were in the same science class in 7th Grade. Huh. How about that. MusicLover says we met by me letting her borrow a book(we r both big fans of reading, check posts 'Introduction' and 'My Intro') and i don't remember what book it was. Well either way I'm glad I'm so generous *wink wink*.
So I've given you our names and whatnot, and it was the best thing ever. That was our group, our clique. Best thing ever, I promise you. There's no feeling like being surrounded by your best friends. Between you, me, and the lamppost, MusicLover was voted to be our president, but she handed it to K because she didn't want it. So K was President, MusicLover was Vice P and I was Vice-vice P. And everything was dandy.
Except I had a crush on this guy in the ___ _____, B.
Except so did K.
HELLO Drama101.
Guess who B liked? Hint: not me
So K and B started going out. Secretly. I didn't know. MusicLover did though. And it was MusicLover who convinced me to tell B. In a note. At the end of the day. I bet you re all on the edge of your seat to see how he responded. Oh, he let me down gently, telling me it was never going to happen.
EEEEHHHHH!!!!! Wrong Answer!!!!
He didnt say one word to me. But he did talk to Music Lover, and to her, not my face, called my ugly and annoying. Yeah. You can see why next time i see him Im kicking him. Hard.
ML, wanna share about MW???
KatCentral
Twilight
Okay so Twilight (the first one) was premiered this weekend on ABC Family. And Breaking Dawn Part 2 comes out on DVD on March 2. So I watched it. There was nothing else on and I am a Twilighter. I love Twilight. Totally TEAM JACOB. How do you Team Edwardians like him with his pasty skin and NO abs. My man has abs. He gots an eight back... Yeah I said 8. So anyways Kat over there hates Twilight :-P but we don't care bout her. Lolz... Twilight has some flaws just like every other movie or book series. Like in Twilight Edward says "I have to show you what I look like in sunlight" all menacing and in this mean and dark voice and I'm sitting here like "You sparkle... What's scary bout that." But I really appreciate Twilight. Think about it. Without Twilight a lot of the series wouldn't be here. Stephanie Meter did what J. K. Rowling did and she took something that everyone had a bad connotation for and didn't really see in a good light and changed it all the way around. She caused a huge trend and created a new nation of fans and a new nation of readers. I give her credit for being so creative and being the first to take the vampire and the werewolf and reinvent them and make them different than what they were originally made or created for. I was sad to watch the last of the series. But Twilight will never be forgotten. It's one of those book series that creates a ripple effect and creates a legacy and leaves an imprint in the literary world.
I am also a GIANT Harry Potter fan. Just call me Muggle or Mudblood or anything. J. K Rowling is one of my favorite authors. She took the witch and wizards and totally switched it around. That's anther one of those book series that creates a lasting impression on the world. I grew up watching and reading Harry Potter.
I am also a fan of the Hunger Games... (I hated the ending for the last one though) and a huge fan of Beautiful Creatures. If you haven't read that yet you should. It comes out as a movie on Thursday. These are just some series I like. I am an avid reader so I read a lot.
If someone asks me which I liked better Twilight or Harry Potter I wouldn't know what to say. I love them both and almost cried when they ended. I shed a tear when Dumbledore died and when Carlisle *died*. I got upset when Sirius died and when Seth *died*. I laughed at Fred and George and at Emmett and semi - Charlie. I couldn't stand Cho and Jessica. And Robert Pattinson was pasty and white in both so... yeah... Lmao
I will probably go more into The Twilight Saga on March 2 when the last movie comes out on DVD.
My children (my adopted children (will explain that later) will read Harry Potter and Twilight and just a lot of the things I have read and will read over the years.
So I am happy to say I grew up in the Harry Potter, Twilight, The Hunger Games, and Beautiful Creatures era.
I <3 Twilight
TEAM JACOB B*TCH!
MusicalLover9816
I am also a GIANT Harry Potter fan. Just call me Muggle or Mudblood or anything. J. K Rowling is one of my favorite authors. She took the witch and wizards and totally switched it around. That's anther one of those book series that creates a lasting impression on the world. I grew up watching and reading Harry Potter.
I am also a fan of the Hunger Games... (I hated the ending for the last one though) and a huge fan of Beautiful Creatures. If you haven't read that yet you should. It comes out as a movie on Thursday. These are just some series I like. I am an avid reader so I read a lot.
If someone asks me which I liked better Twilight or Harry Potter I wouldn't know what to say. I love them both and almost cried when they ended. I shed a tear when Dumbledore died and when Carlisle *died*. I got upset when Sirius died and when Seth *died*. I laughed at Fred and George and at Emmett and semi - Charlie. I couldn't stand Cho and Jessica. And Robert Pattinson was pasty and white in both so... yeah... Lmao
I will probably go more into The Twilight Saga on March 2 when the last movie comes out on DVD.
My children (my adopted children (will explain that later) will read Harry Potter and Twilight and just a lot of the things I have read and will read over the years.
So I am happy to say I grew up in the Harry Potter, Twilight, The Hunger Games, and Beautiful Creatures era.
I <3 Twilight
TEAM JACOB B*TCH!
MusicalLover9816
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Science Project
So everyone has done a science project. If you haven't then dxmn I wish I could be like you. So I'm doing mines for this horrid person of a teacher who didn't really explain what to do and just yeah. He barely gave us any time to do it in class. And my partner, don't even get me started.
Every time she wants to meet I go and she is either late or doesn't show. I have been doing most of the work. I am so happy we have to turn in our things separately. She isn't getting any of my data or what I have done.
And yesterday I went to the library to get it done. Not a lot happened. I'm still going back over everything I got because I'm tired if trying to understand.
And my lovely stepmother (sarcasm) won't let me come out my room until its finished. I am hot, hungry, and thirsty.
Kat's mom is doing much worse though.
And my stepmother, oh she put a whole shxt load of clothes to fold on my bed (not that they are all mine) and they were on top of my project.
I shoved them on the floor where they lay at this moment.
This project is stressing me out and my chest is hurting.
I'm too young to have a heart attack right. Don't feel like having one. It would take a lot of time and that I don't have because I got more than thing to do.
I have way to much stuff to do.
*Sigh*
I better get a good grade all the work I put into this.
Stressed MusicalLover9816
Every time she wants to meet I go and she is either late or doesn't show. I have been doing most of the work. I am so happy we have to turn in our things separately. She isn't getting any of my data or what I have done.
And yesterday I went to the library to get it done. Not a lot happened. I'm still going back over everything I got because I'm tired if trying to understand.
And my lovely stepmother (sarcasm) won't let me come out my room until its finished. I am hot, hungry, and thirsty.
Kat's mom is doing much worse though.
And my stepmother, oh she put a whole shxt load of clothes to fold on my bed (not that they are all mine) and they were on top of my project.
I shoved them on the floor where they lay at this moment.
This project is stressing me out and my chest is hurting.
I'm too young to have a heart attack right. Don't feel like having one. It would take a lot of time and that I don't have because I got more than thing to do.
I have way to much stuff to do.
*Sigh*
I better get a good grade all the work I put into this.
Stressed MusicalLover9816
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Random People???
So yeah why the hell are we sitting in a room with some freaking twitter obsessed guys and little man(my older brother). Now, I love adventure time don't get me wrong but I have a science project to finish. I reeeeeeally don't feel like finishing it though I'll do it when I get home from the library ugggghhh.
These people have no life MusicLover...no life it's kinda pathetic. I can't judge I bet they r kinda cool once u get to know them. It's not a bad adventure time episode
Finn "who in the world is sadder than ice king?"
Shelby "me, watching this"
I have shxt to do. Later interwebs!!!
KatCentral
These people have no life MusicLover...no life it's kinda pathetic. I can't judge I bet they r kinda cool once u get to know them. It's not a bad adventure time episode
Finn "who in the world is sadder than ice king?"
Shelby "me, watching this"
I have shxt to do. Later interwebs!!!
KatCentral
Only Girls
Okay so at the library trying to get some homework done.
Yeah haven't got far. Don't judge me.
With Kat and suddenly...
Adventure Time!
So yeah we gotta these people r twitter dorks!
True that Kat!
Yeah here with her and just if I hear hash tag one more time imma die.
So yeah lemme tell u something me and her yeah the only girls.
None.
We are in here with a bunch of boys who spend all their time watching tv and playing video games.
They got no life.
#dorkyhornyboys
Yeah haven't got far. Don't judge me.
With Kat and suddenly...
Adventure Time!
So yeah we gotta these people r twitter dorks!
True that Kat!
Yeah here with her and just if I hear hash tag one more time imma die.
So yeah lemme tell u something me and her yeah the only girls.
None.
We are in here with a bunch of boys who spend all their time watching tv and playing video games.
They got no life.
#dorkyhornyboys
Friday, February 8, 2013
Spongebob
Okay yes I have posted three times today but I just had a nice amazing thought. I love Spongebob. Like really love Spongebob. I have watched him since I was young.
Do y'all remember that episode where they first went over to Sandy's.
That episode is on!
"I don't need it. I don't need it. I don't need it."
"I NEED IT!"
"Pinky! Pinky!"
"Air is not good Patrick! Air is not good."
That is my second favorite episode behind the Krusty Krab pizza one.
"The Krusty Krab pizza is the pizza for you and me."
When I was younger my dad used to let us watch Spongebob on his computer because we didn't have enough money for a tv and cable so yeah...
I remember watching that episode with my older brother... (Yeah I have an older brother.)
And we would always do the part where Spongebob goes, "I NEED IT."
That was our thing.
Haha nice childhood memory for you.
You won't get many.
MusicalLover9816
Do y'all remember that episode where they first went over to Sandy's.
That episode is on!
"I don't need it. I don't need it. I don't need it."
"I NEED IT!"
"Pinky! Pinky!"
"Air is not good Patrick! Air is not good."
That is my second favorite episode behind the Krusty Krab pizza one.
"The Krusty Krab pizza is the pizza for you and me."
When I was younger my dad used to let us watch Spongebob on his computer because we didn't have enough money for a tv and cable so yeah...
I remember watching that episode with my older brother... (Yeah I have an older brother.)
And we would always do the part where Spongebob goes, "I NEED IT."
That was our thing.
Haha nice childhood memory for you.
You won't get many.
MusicalLover9816
My Wonderful Life (NOT!)
Thank you Kat. I would very much like to tell my story.
Kay and my life isn't so bad.
So when I was younger my parents got divorced...
My mother stayed up north with her family and I state with her. So them she got involved with shxt and I moved down with my father.
Sad face :-(
So now I am down here with my father and he is dating this women. You know that moments when u just go along with stuff because its there and you don't think it will go anywhere. Yeah that was me.
I was so wrong.
It went all the way to marriage and four kids. FOUR OF THEM.
Four...
So I haven't really been liking my stepmother and she hasn't been liking me.
I swear you can just call me Cinderella.. Haha washing dishes, clothes, and just doing stuff. Including...
WATCHING HER FOUR KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!
Four of them!
Haha yeah now I'm complaining... It's not that bad except I barely get fed and Im a growing girl.
I have met one of my BESTEST FRIENDS
who isn't Kat. Even though she is one.
Lets call her K but I might call her sissy or sis.
She's my sister. And her mom is my mom. I have three moms. And I love two of them.
Anyways so K has been my best friend since 5th grade.
An finally here we are at seventh grade. Going to school where I met Kat's brother before I even met her...
Well Kat wanna take over?
MusicalLover9816
Kay and my life isn't so bad.
So when I was younger my parents got divorced...
My mother stayed up north with her family and I state with her. So them she got involved with shxt and I moved down with my father.
Sad face :-(
So now I am down here with my father and he is dating this women. You know that moments when u just go along with stuff because its there and you don't think it will go anywhere. Yeah that was me.
I was so wrong.
It went all the way to marriage and four kids. FOUR OF THEM.
Four...
So I haven't really been liking my stepmother and she hasn't been liking me.
I swear you can just call me Cinderella.. Haha washing dishes, clothes, and just doing stuff. Including...
WATCHING HER FOUR KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!
Four of them!
Haha yeah now I'm complaining... It's not that bad except I barely get fed and Im a growing girl.
I have met one of my BESTEST FRIENDS
who isn't Kat. Even though she is one.
Lets call her K but I might call her sissy or sis.
She's my sister. And her mom is my mom. I have three moms. And I love two of them.
Anyways so K has been my best friend since 5th grade.
An finally here we are at seventh grade. Going to school where I met Kat's brother before I even met her...
Well Kat wanna take over?
MusicalLover9816
And unto us....
Once upon a time, in a big city up north that shan't be named, there lived a little girl named Kat. She liked where she lived very much. But too bad, too sad Kat. Say hello to the real world. The real world, in my case, is called the Big D.
"When the place you call home is closed for business"
-Toby Mac
I guess I'm supposed to be sad but it is a relief not to hear yelling from my folks when they think id have gone to sleep.
So after a whole lot of moving from house to house(apartment to apartment but why get literal?) with my sibling, who will be hereby known as 'little man' even though he's older than me, in the end my mother ended up in custody of us and my dad with a new wife. My stepmother who I love.
But my mom, mad at my dad for something ill explain later, moved us down south. That's a big change for a city girl who is used to being able to walk everywhere to the "cuuuuuntry' where you need to be able to drive to get a pack of mini donuts.
Anyhoo I was plopped down in middle school in a new state in 7th grade. I had no freaking clue what to do to make friends. I was puny and awkward and antisocial my entire life. That is when i met....MM. My first friend. This is how we met.
*Teacher hands out papers, the first questions being, 'write the name of someones name you learned today.' MM looks over at me.*
"Whats your name?"
"Kat. Yours?"
"MM."
BOOM instant friends. Sad, huh? But MM is sweet, caring, honest, and my best friend forever, even though we barely talk anymore.
MusicLover, wanna share your part of the story up until the first day of 7th Grade?
KatCentral
"When the place you call home is closed for business"
-Toby Mac
I guess I'm supposed to be sad but it is a relief not to hear yelling from my folks when they think id have gone to sleep.
So after a whole lot of moving from house to house(apartment to apartment but why get literal?) with my sibling, who will be hereby known as 'little man' even though he's older than me, in the end my mother ended up in custody of us and my dad with a new wife. My stepmother who I love.
But my mom, mad at my dad for something ill explain later, moved us down south. That's a big change for a city girl who is used to being able to walk everywhere to the "cuuuuuntry' where you need to be able to drive to get a pack of mini donuts.
Anyhoo I was plopped down in middle school in a new state in 7th grade. I had no freaking clue what to do to make friends. I was puny and awkward and antisocial my entire life. That is when i met....MM. My first friend. This is how we met.
*Teacher hands out papers, the first questions being, 'write the name of someones name you learned today.' MM looks over at me.*
"Whats your name?"
"Kat. Yours?"
"MM."
BOOM instant friends. Sad, huh? But MM is sweet, caring, honest, and my best friend forever, even though we barely talk anymore.
MusicLover, wanna share your part of the story up until the first day of 7th Grade?
KatCentral
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