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Sunday, November 3, 2013

I don't really know.

If I Knew is my favorite song by Bruno Mars. Some would think differently because of who I am and what I like and believe in but I really like that song. Enough for me to know every word and be able to song it the way I do. It's my favorite song from him. 

It's hard for me to say my favorite song. Or even my favorite artist, but we all know that's Adele even if the last song she released was a year ago. I don't think it's because of her music, her music is well written and preformed an just fantastic, but I think I like her because she doesn't want to be in the spotlight. She just wants to sing. People take all the fun out of singing by turning it into a competition. I don't hate when people sing Adele. I hate when people sing Adele with an abundance of confidence and they get too worked up that they either mess the song up or take the meaning out of the song. Every song should be sung with emotion, without it the song has lost all depth. 

I think that's why I don't hate Miley Cyrus. Yes, I think some of the stuff she wears and does is a little slutty but I have no idea what her life is like. I'm trying to lay off talking bad about celebrities. I don't hate her because even if I don't like the way she puts her songs off they have a meaning to her and she has a decent voice. Miley can actually sing despite the people who comment on her video. 

It's close to 2 am and I'm just sitting here thinking. I've kinda had my life planned out in my head. Don't tell anybody this but I would actually like to get married. Yes, I come off as this hater of everything dealing with love. I'm about to be really girly here so don't judge me. Every girl dreams about some prince coming and sweeping her off her feet and having so beautiful wedding. Over the years I have watched people I imagined my whole life being together falling apart. I've been a little jaded in the love department, but I still dream of being married. I just want someone to show me its not all just a waste of time and money. I don't want some big ass wedding that everyone gets drunk at and then goes home. That's a party. It makes so much sense in my head. 

I get hit on a lot by old ass men who have no business hitting on me and just like staring at my chest. I have a big chest. Ignore this part if you don't want to hear. It may not seem like it at times because 1. It's super hard to get me a bra and it cost me a lot of money due to my size. That really pisses me off sometimes because I have heard more than once that I may need to get a breast reduction. & 2. I like baggy shirts. I'm more comfortable in them and that's just me. I'm not going to keep going with that because I don't wear a lot of baggy shirts out. 

I have a thing for firemen and anyone in the armed forces. I don't know why I just think they are adorable. I probably sound creepy as hell. 

I just don't want my whole life to about trying to figure out love. I haven't figured it out yet. I've simple turned to another project. 

I don't know what I'm trying to get at. All I know is that If I Knew is my favorite song because he talks about finding "The One" and being sorry he didn't wait for her. It would be nice. 

I'm gonna go before I spill all my secrets to you. 

"Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away"
Secrets - OneRepublic 


Oh, oh, oh I, I was a city boy
Riding to danger's where I'd always run a boy who had his fun
But I wouldn't've done
All the things that I have done
If I knew one day you'd come

Now baby, now baby, now baby, now baby
Oh, oh, oh, I, I know it breaks your heart
To picture the only one you wanna love
In someone else's arms
But I wouldn't have done
All the things that I have done
If I knew one day you'd come

Now, baby, now, baby, now, baby
Oh, baby, please
Let's leave the past behind us, behind us
So that we can go where love will find us
Yeah, will find us

I know most girls would leave me
But I know that you believe me

Baby, I, I wish we were seventeen
So I could give you all the innocence
That you give to me
No, I wouldn't have done
All the things that I've done
If I knew one day you'd come
If I knew one day you'd come

If I Knew - Bruno Mars ❤






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