Today

So this bitch... Kidding kidding. Inside joke. 

Kat might explain but I just don't want to. Inside joke stay funny when no one knows except those involved. 

Anyways, we had this sub in my first class. He had this really strong accent. We weren't doing anything, well any work. We were all playing chess. So we're talking and he's just all up in our conversations and all up in our chess game. He was trying to tell us how to play and he didn't know which piece was which. Like really dude. And he kept talking about how I smile a lot. I hate when people mention that like no shit dude. 

So in my second class we were talking about being a writer an stuff. That class is a computer class don't ask how we got on writing. We were talking about child birth too but that's not important. So anyways my teacher asked me if I'm a happy person. I told her sometimes. She says she suspected I wasn't because most writers are disturbed. 

I think writers think differently than other people. Just like musicians and actors and artist. We all have this different mindset. Like today I was walking home and listening to Human by Christina Perri and I have this entire short story in my head that I am about to go write down. 

In my third class some stuff happened. Let me explain. So last time that class met we had a sub and some people decided to act a fool. So the student teacher called the teacher and he yelled at us over the phone and told us to be prepared for like a bunch of test. So tell me why this ratchet kids in my class were surprised we had a bunch of quizzes and they want to complain when it was their fault. They asked him dumbass question. Do you really think he was going to be nice to us after we embarrassed him? I swear sometimes I don't understand why all of these kids are in AP or PAP classes. Like seriously, if you aren't going to do the work and complain then get the fuck out and go to regular. If you are in these classes but you do your work and get good grades then complain all you want because we know you don't mean it. But these kids are some fucking annoying. Why do we continue to ask do we have to write this down or have an attitude when something is due next class. Suck it up and do it. 

So earlier today I showed my friend Diana this song. I showed her Human. And she told me that a lot of my songs are real emotional but I'm like the exact opposite. I don't know if it hit her but I've had thoughts about this. I know many people have said this but I actually do show my emotions through songs. I don't show emotions through real life but go check out what I'm listening to and you should be able to tell. I don't think Kat pays much attention to the lyrics I post at the bottom, but yeah. Reading them would help anyone trying to get inside my head. 

Okay that's been pretty much the exciting things in my day. I need to go get this story out of my head before it leaves and Ravenswood has its last episode of the year today so their is a marathon on and I have to watch. I'll probably post about it later. See ya! 

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that’s what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that’s what you ask
Give you all I am

I can do it
I can do it
I can do it

But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
I’m only human, yeah

I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that’s what you need
Be your everything

I can do it
I can do it
I'll get through it

But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
I’m only human, yeah

I’m only human
I’m only human
Just a little human

I can take so much
Until I’ve had enough

‘Cause I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
‘Cause I’m only human, yeah

"Human" - Christina Perri (I told you I was gonna be hooked on this song for a while. I LOVE IT!)

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