The love of my life

Poetry Slam was today. I was .1 points from being in 5th place. I'm kind of happy I didn't win because then I would have been pressured into doing another one and this one was already freaking me out. 

I had this one poem in my head about abusive relationships and child abuse, because I watched this Law & Order SVU  about this women who kept going back to her boyfriend even though he was beating her. The detectives couldn't really help her because her boyfriend was really famous and stuff. Anyways my mom was in an abusive relationship so I had this poem in my head. It's been developing itself and the other day I had it. I HAD IT!!!! But no, I had so much stuff to do I couldn't sit down and write it like I wanted to. Sad right? 

I hate when that happens. It's happened to me with story ideas, parts of a story that I want to write, poems, and some other stuff. You just keep going. 

I love writing and I will do anything for a life that keeps me writing and keeps me reading. I love seeing something I created come out on paper. It's just awesome. 

Anyways it's dinner time!!!

Longer one later (tomorrow maybe)?