So I'm taking this medicine to control my asthma cause its been really bad lately. And when I'm not on it I cant really breathe as well. Its like there isn't as much room in my lungs as normal or something. But that's not really the point. One of the side effects is that I feel really moody all the time. I didn't know about that side effect until my dad told me about it because he works at the hospital and he likes to check out all the medicine I take. So I've been like really sad and angry at different times. Plus, I cant concentrate on things. And I thought I was totally freaking and maybe I was depressed or something until my dad told me about the side effects. Like, my mom told me to do some chores and stuff and I started to cry. I was like, "Why am I crying?" but I couldn't stop and it was weird.
But the concentrating thing. I'm pretty mad about that(not a result of the medicine, like really mad). Final exams are coming up and I cant study or anything. I failed a Spanish quiz and I seriously have no idea what polyatomic ions are even though we've been talking about them in Physical Science for like a week. I want to stop talking the medicine cause its messing with me but if I do I wont be able to breathe as well. I have to go back to the doctor in like a month and a half so ill ask her then what's going on and what to do.
MusicLover, if you're reading this, I wasn't sad yesterday. I mean I was, but not actually sad. Or mad. Just jacked up on asthma medicine. My head was hurting and my emotions were wonky and just not good for conversation. Cause im pretty sure I would have blown up at you for no reason. But I just found out about the side effect thing last night so I didn't know what was going on.
And this bright screen is hurting my head so im gonna get off. Sorry I haven't posted in a while.
KatCentral
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