Me

I say a lot of stuff about who I am and what I like. I have given you a little insight when I did my favorite music stuff and whenever I finish the book one it will be up. (I am super lazy and a procrastinator. A huge procrastinator.) So I am just gonna explain some stuff about me.

I know I did my introduction but that was brief and short and this should help I guess. I'm not going to give u enough clues to figure me out though. No one can do that.

Okay so I go to this school that specializes in certain areas. Drama is on of them and I am in that program.
Not because I want to act or anything because I think it's cool and should help me when I write. Help me express myself more and allow me to get into my characters more. It actually is helping some. I mean learning how to create a character better and how to step inside someone else's shoes. And because one of my career choices that sounds awesome is to be a set designer or a party planner or something.
I love to write stories, poems, short stories, and like anything.
I tried doing songs but its hard to establish it as a song. I will just write a poem and change some words so that it has a beat and stuff. So yeah that is that.
Okay I love reading. I mostly read books about the supernatural and paranormal but there are some really good human books I love too. I don't put myself in a certain genre of books. Yeah definitely fiction though. They could be realistic fiction or something but something made up. I read for enjoyment not because I have to. I mean I like seeing stories unfold in front of my eyes
Next is music. In my music post I listed a lot if music but there is so much more beyond that. When I say I listen to everything I literally mean it. I listen to everyone from Adele to Wiz Khalifa. I don't classify myself in one group. If I hear a song and I like it I will get it. I don't care if its pop, country, rap, rock, or R&B. I like songs that have a meaning to them. Yeah I will listen to those other just pop dance party stuff but I really like songs that I can put a meaning behind and apply it to my life. Without music I would probably be dead or in a mental hospital. My father and grandparents don't understand my taste in music. I don't remember church hymns but I can remember a song about gay marriage in a heartbeat. It's because that song has a real true meaning behind it.
So next I am going to do my personality. I am kind of mean... I guess. I call it truthful but there are some things I could go back and do differently. Apparently I'm loud but I don't see t. I mean I just want people to hear me. Um... I'm funny I guess. People laugh at me. I kinda have a dirty mind. Not gonna lie I do. Um... I am protective kind of. I mean I don't like people messing with my friends. It bothers me. I'm a realist but I lean a lot against a pessimistic. Yeah. I don't really know how to describe myself. When I have good days I can joke around and have fun. When I have bad days it just reflects on everyone around me. I kind of have a bad attitude when it comes to some people. And the sometimes I am the sweetest person. I don't care about people liking me. I'd rather just be myself. I mean popularity doesn't really matter to me. I have REAL friends and that's all that matters. I don't are about knowing everyone and stuff. I know enough people to know what's going on. I mean I'm like in the background and I like it that way. Now with my friends I'm all out there. I may seem shy until you get me around my friends then well yeah that's gone.
Um...
I love old cartoons. This shxt that comes on tv now is total crap. I miss Kim Possible, The Proud Family, The Old Scooby - Doo, Jimmy Neutron, Zack & Cody, That's So Raven, Old Spongebob Episodes, Catdog, Johnny Bravo, Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends, and a lot of others I don't want to list. I mean yeah the new Spongebob is okay but I loved the Krusty Krab Pizza one and the dude with the green stripped sweater, and when he first met Sandy. And the ugly Scooby - Doo that they made is terrible. And I miss these shows a lot and they don't even show most of them anymore. I mean seriously that was my childhood. All this crap they got these kids watching now is just ugh...
Now I do like some shows that come on now but they aren't really shows made for kids. I like Pretty Little Liars, The Lying Game, Ghost Adventures, Ridiculousness, Failosopy, NCIS and that is about it. I don't watch tv a lot. I mean yeah when I'm bored but not on a daily basis.
So my parents are divorced. My mom lived up North and my dad lives down South. My moms family lives up North and my fathers lives down South. I live with my father. He got remarried around 5 or 6 years ago to my stepmother. I don't like her. It's like she has multiple personalities with me. She can be mean and then nice and then ugh. It's annoying. My grandfather on my moms side has been dead for a year. I cried so hard at his funeral and I don't cry. At all. My great grandmother on my moms side is in a nursing home and barely remembers her name. My grandparents on my moms side are divorced and my grandfather married a white women who already has three or four kids. But my grandfather already has three of his own so yeah. My grandparents on my dad side are still together. They had three kids and adopted one of my aunts who treats them like shxt and got herself knocked up and didn't know the father. So yeah. They act like there life is perfect but they have this part of my family who I can the unmentionables because they barely get invited to family things and the others just gossip about them. These are the people who got in trouble and are trying to get their life together. The ones who smoke, do drugs, and have so many baby daddies there are too many to count. They part of my family no one wants to talk about. I like them best because they are real. They don't put on a mask and try to hide stuff. Yeah my fathers side is full of a bunch of phonies except like one of my aunts. I love her and she is absolutely crazy. She calls me a cu*t everything I see her. I don't care I just laugh it off and move on because that is how we are. I don't see her a lot. My father is so anti - social. He doesn't like going out with his family or my stepmothers family but I don't like my stepmothers family. They act so sweet to me but they don't know me and I know all it is is an act. I don't like all the fake smiles and oh look at you you have really grown and the ugly Christmas presents that don't reflect me at all. Stop buying me presents and just give me money. So yeah that's my family. Well a little insight on my family. If I stared to describe them you would probably know.
Um... I don't know what else to talk about.
I hate bugs.
I love chocolate.
I love KitKats.
I will eat Subway everyday.
I hate McDonalds chicken nuggets.
I love pens and sharpies.
I had a f**cked up childhood. (Not gonna explain that it's personal.)
I hate purses but I still carry one.
I'm black.
Yeah I guess that's all.
Yep so I hope you liked the little insight to me.
Yeah well

"Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!"
- Who You Are - Jessie J

Don't know if that reflects everything I just said but its awesome and I love it so there. Deal with it or just GTFO.

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